Toasteroven
September 29th, 2011, 04:59 PM
Hi, so first of all, I'm a boy, I'm 16. My best friend is a boy and he is 15.
Last May my friend and I told Each other that we liked each other and we began a short relationship, it was mainly over the phone cause as far as anyone else knows we are both straight. So we had our relationship, we had some fun which was sexual, we kissed and went a wee bit further but not all the way. We went out on what was kind of a 'date' and that was the end of it all. He told me he didn't like me like that and I was generally ok because I was starting to worry about things getting out. That was in July. Then at the very end of august I fell for him again, I never really got over him but it wasnt the first thing on my mind.
Ever since then I've been so in love with him, I asked him in august if he wanted to start it up again but he said no. He also told me he didn't like me as much as a friend anymore which really hurt me. I've been trying to fix it and I think I have.
Now onto the difficult part, I love him so much, when I'm on my own I sit and just imagine he is beside me, I have conversations with him in my head, I've even just started to cry because of how much I want to be with him. Should I try and move on or should I try and start up a relationship with him again?
Thanks so much :)
Last May my friend and I told Each other that we liked each other and we began a short relationship, it was mainly over the phone cause as far as anyone else knows we are both straight. So we had our relationship, we had some fun which was sexual, we kissed and went a wee bit further but not all the way. We went out on what was kind of a 'date' and that was the end of it all. He told me he didn't like me like that and I was generally ok because I was starting to worry about things getting out. That was in July. Then at the very end of august I fell for him again, I never really got over him but it wasnt the first thing on my mind.
Ever since then I've been so in love with him, I asked him in august if he wanted to start it up again but he said no. He also told me he didn't like me as much as a friend anymore which really hurt me. I've been trying to fix it and I think I have.
Now onto the difficult part, I love him so much, when I'm on my own I sit and just imagine he is beside me, I have conversations with him in my head, I've even just started to cry because of how much I want to be with him. Should I try and move on or should I try and start up a relationship with him again?
Thanks so much :)