I don't really know anymore

[ReVoltron]

Well, not really sure how to put this it's a bit awkward to say but I don't really know what to do anymore. I kind of hate myself, like I think i'm a horrible person everything I do is wrong, I have no idea why I have any friends that like me, or really why i'm still here...speaking of friends I don't really even think I have any, If I don't hang out with people for like a week I think they must hate me and that's why they don't text me, actually none of them do. I never get a text from a friend unless I text them. People don't ask to hang out I ask them to hang out and that kind of sucks. Another thing that is really frustrating me, I can't find motivation to do anything, literally anything, after school I just lay around the house doing 2 things. Eating and going on the internet. I just really don't know what to do anymore, I'm tired of letting my life just slip by and feel like I don't have control on what's happening. I just don't know... Thanks for anybody who responds. :D

[sarah newman]

Im sure you are a lovely person. There might be something that is upsetting you that makes you feel like this?
And as for friendships, maybe go out to youth clubs, or any social club and make more friends there, this way you would be keeping busy and motivate you more, and maybe you would wanna join a club like hockey or netball or something; that would really motivate you.
I hope everything works out for you. Never ever hate yourself. Always tell yourself that you are a good person.
Pm me anytime you wanna talk :)