It all feels pointless.

[Extreme586]

I don't even know where to begin, I feel like my whole life I have been an unsocial loser who never has any friends. I'm a sophomore in high school and let me tell you, this year feels a whole lot worse than last year. It took some time to get used to high school in general but I ended up loving the people I got to be around last year, now I don't get to see most of them. Particularly a guy I like, he was in one of my classes and I got to sit next to him and it was great. We never talked to each other much, I blame myself. Now he is not in any of my classes and I see him doing things I would never do, like go to the homecoming dance, and just hang out with cool people who don't like me.

I do weird things also, like at lunch I go to the library every day, I don't even bother eating because I would be completely alone in doing so. I have no friends and no life outside of school. I play WoW just to forget about my day and get my mind off of my real life. It helps but I also feel bad about it because I spend way to much time on it. I just feel like I have no life or friends and the one person I love the most doesn't like me like I want him too (he doesn't hate me) but he might as well... I just need advice, I literally lie awake in bed at night thinking how great it would be just to die and get rid of all the stress. Any suggestions?

[sarah newman]

Maybe you should go to a youth club or an after school club and make friends like that. This way you would be busy and active outside of school whilst making friends.
You shouldn't think about yourself like this. Especially about killing yourself. <don't do this, it's the easy way out, you've got your whole future in front of you.
Or you could talk to a professional, see what they suggest, or even a teacher who could get you talking to a pastoral care person to give you suggestions.
Goodluck with what you decide, pm me anytime :)

[mxiii]

hi!
lol
well 1stly, i think you should start talking to the guy that is sitting next to you.
Start small conversation like hi. lol
its going to be weird but the weirdness would die down eventually.
2ndly, stop spending time in the library and head to the canteen.
3rdly, less WoW time more Out time.
getting a life is not simple. it takes time. trust me :D
its like building a house. first you need to build the base before putting the walls and roof
so start building the base