Spook
September 26th, 2011, 09:39 AM
So this weekend, my parents and I went to our vacation house in tennessee. Well, the weekend was going great until yesterday night. Mom kept going: "Stop rolling your eyes at me", and when we were driving I was getting annoyed because she kept yelling at me and I asked her to stop, she just quit teaching me and ignored me. THEN in the nighttime when we were packing our stuff, I told her I had packed mine. She found some things I had forgotten, and I said "Oh." and tried to take them. She wouldn't let go, and told me to sit down, preceding which we had a huge argument. My dad says either I am being disrespectful, or my body language and actions don't match up with what I really mean. He said that is a characteristic of autistic kids. He said: "13 isn't too old to spank. And it's not to young to throw you out on the street. If you don't start acting better, we're going to throw you out on the street." Then he said: "You either stop your actions, or you better be autistic." My mom then got in this happy mood, and wanted me to hug and kiss her. She was holding me, and I started crying: and she was like "Are you crying?" And I went: "No." Then she started yelling at me that I was lying because she felt a tear and saw me crying. My dad defended me then, and I just went to my room and cried my eyes out. Today, I asked my mom if we can get my dance stuff: and she went. "Your dad can take you, I don't ever want to have anything to do with you again."
I know I don't have it nearly as bad as anybody else on here...but it just hurts. My sister and brother have already been thrown out, and I am scared I am next. My mom....she doesn't get that shes an adult...and Im a teenager. She cries and screams and tries to make me feel bad for her, she goes into rages so I apologize to her, and she blames things on me. She acts like a child. I just feel like my whole family is a falling-apart crazy mess.
What do I do? :(
I know I don't have it nearly as bad as anybody else on here...but it just hurts. My sister and brother have already been thrown out, and I am scared I am next. My mom....she doesn't get that shes an adult...and Im a teenager. She cries and screams and tries to make me feel bad for her, she goes into rages so I apologize to her, and she blames things on me. She acts like a child. I just feel like my whole family is a falling-apart crazy mess.
What do I do? :(