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[I_dont_want_a_user_name]

I know it's nothing compared to what some people face, but still. My life is shit, ever-since I moved, away from friends, relatives etc. I have benefited from it in slight ways but that's besides the point. I moved 4 years ago, 4 hours away from my original location. I was rejected from every local school and was then 'home-schooled' for 6 months. (I'd been suspended and was about to get kicked out of my previous secondary school). After being home-schooled I was then accepted to a school 1 and a half hours away. Consequently I couldn't socialise with anyone. All my 'friends' that live here are druggies, yeh, they're reliable, they'd kill anyone who'd touch me, same as I would for them. I just don't like the shit they do, going around vandalising, popping pills, getting in fights. Yeh, I loved that around 3 years ago, but I've changed now and well grown up. Now I go to college 15 minutes away with a class full of immature idiots, sure I have mates outside class but they commute from the city which is a long journey.

The one thing that stopped me looking on this was my girl-friend, I was with her just over 2 years. We'd basically planned our life until I walked in when I found out she had something wedged in her, it was called my 'best mate's' penis. Now I go college 5 days a week 9-4:20 (mon-fri) and then work 5-9pm (mon-fri) and more work on weekend 11-6 on sat and 11-4 on sun. I have no free time, and when I do I've got no-one to go out with. My life's just literally going past me.

I feel ugly as shit, like everyone hates me even if it's just a first conversation, I have fuck-all confidence in me and I ask myself the majority of the time: "What's the point?"

[BillyWitchDoctor.com]

based on ur "fuck all confidense" and your "What's the point?" ideas, id say that you might be open to some changes. A successful life isnt just a life where u get alot of money and have a family. Biologically, a successful life would be reproducing and then dying, you've kept the species going, tahts all. But that isnt want most people strive for, just doing the bare minimum. It semes like u've moved around alot and found urself unacpetable in a bunch of places. My advice: try and find something u like, something u find rewarding. Most people find helping others rewarding. People sometimes dedicate their lives to the Peace Corps. im sure they dont make alot of money if any, but they live an adventursome life helping others, experincing new things. Find something ur good at, something u like and go with it. it doesnt have to be big, just go with it, do SOMETHING with ur life besides lying around thinking of everything u havent been able to do and hoping things get better.