If I bleed tonight

[Jupiter13]

Will you still care?
Will you look at me the same?
If I bleed tonight,
Will you look upon me in shame.

Its all I have.
The pain is what I need
But if I bleed tonight,
Will you leave me alone to bleed.

You are my love
Though my love you don't return
But if I bleed tonight,

So I will pretend
And smile and lie
And if I bleed tonight
Atleast I got to say goodbye....

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Are you doing alright? I'm sure people would care if you were to hurt yourself. You're welcome to leave a message if you need to talk. Keep safe- hope you're alright.

[ShatteredGlass]

Your poem conveys several understandable emotions. One of the lies that we sometimes tell ourselves when self harming is that we are isolated. Make sure that you look around at the people you have in your life, sometimes we convince ourselves that the people in our lives wouldn't care if we were gone or would be better off without us, but you're wrong. Suicide causes irrevocable damage and unimaginable emotional pain to the people we're convinced would rather have you gone. If you bleed tonight good bye will never be enough.