Want, Need, Confusion

[Twistember]

Right now, with this situation, I can't tell if I just want him really bad....or need him. I don't know. We don't have any classes together and we've never talked before, but there's something there. Like some kind of silent communication. I'll look at him randomly and he's looking at me, then he'll turn away. I want him to look at me. I want him to think about me, because I think about him. And it's like I need that look. I need him to glance at me during morning practice. Because, as long as I feel like someone is thinking about me, in a good way, I don't have the urge to hurt myself. Do I want him? Do I need him? Or do I just need the thought of him?

I want so bad to just walk up to him and say something, but I don't have the guts. I want to just walk up to him and kiss him. I know that there is something there. There has to be. It's like he's the refrigerator and I'm the magnet. Or vice versa.

I'm too quiet and shy to do any of the things I mentioned, and so is he. So nothing is going to happen unless one of us does something.

I'm just confused. I'm scared to death to talk to him or message him. Everytime I think about him my chest and stomach get all tingly. What the hell do I do?

[Hank Hill]

If you're worried that nothing will happen because nobody will make a move, then make that move yourself. :D Just go up to him and start a small conversation! Ask him how he's doing, or something easy like that, and try to keep your feelings on the "down low." Coming up to him and saying "I want you really bad," or anything heavy like that might be a little overwhelming for him. I know it would be for me, anyway. :P After a while once you start to hang out a little more and know eachother better, then you can tell him how you really feel, and he should respond positively.
Or...maybe I'm crazy. :3

Good luck with everything, and hope it all turns out well! :D

~Tyler