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[Sordid Saint]

errrrr i did it again lol. i guss you coulddd say that ii toook a heavvy dose of lsd. everyything is mellts to the touchh and ii have to waiit forr it to turn backk into solid agaiin to type this. ii can connect myself to everything that i touch and send my knowledge throujh to the other side of it. i feel like i become eac thing that im touching. when i smoked a blunt i had a feeling ive never experienced in my life and now im questioning why drugs are do beautiful in my perspective. i hgave it some good thought and realized that its a wndow to re experince everything in the world over again, but as the role of a different state of mind. and yet this voyage of a trip that im being sent on allows me togo further than just experinceing it and that i can actually be a part of my experinces. it has honestlly taken me almost from 830 till 910 which it is now to write this much. time has come to a fucking screeching halt. my mind is no longer working in the ttick tock tick tock way of our utilitarianized egotistical world that we live in today. instead, im living in the present. there is no past, and there is no future. (too deep to write down ill gget to it later) were just here in the present and thats all well ever be. we can not skip one second in front of where we are now and see our "future" self one second before waht were doing right now. time is a useless measurement oof our memory and. ok please dont lock or remove this post i promise on my life i will fix it up and make it useful once im donce with this. but anyway this trip has been so lifechanginga already and im only 5 hours in. I would share my experiences but i dont think thats ok on this site. byt anyway i probably shouldnt have taken such a big dose because coming up just kicked my ass. i spent around a half hour standing in my batchroom dry heaving :(. all i can hope for now is a nice mellow come down.

i really just wanted to share my thoughtss and i didnt know what section to putt this in so i put it here. sorry

[aperson444]

I'm glad man, I remember the first time I took acid (it was 120 micrograms). I think LSD is really misunderstood. Its effects are deeper than you think. it's not full-blown psychosis, you just have to look at everything closely -- almost like a mathematician. It's really sad the negative stigma associated with acid. When I tell my pill-popping, binge-drinking, cigarette-smoking friends that I dropped acid, they give me this look like I'm a junkie burnout. LSD really helped me view life without seeing things through the confines of time and ego. Those restrain our mind down to the narrow perception that is based off of our emotion solely.

I never got nausea though. I remember breaking my piece because I was trying to scrape the resin out of the bowl and the resin was telling me to piss off, so I got mad and scraped harder and the glass cracked. Good times. But yea, enjoy. The comedown can be really sedative so have somewhere to sleep. I remember feeling enlightened but totally burnt out the next day. Drink a lot of coffee.

[Sordid Saint]

Oh no this wasnt my first time :P I was just tripping so hard cuz i popped 6.5 tabs at once lol still tripping a little but only as much as one dose may have done by now. This was great stuff called blackhole :D

[aperson444]

Word, I just remember the first time as the most vivid crazy shit. I had the Dutch Avatar tabs (I boguht em online from a network in Germany). Fuckin crazy shit. They were like 180 micrograms per tab, so I took like 3/4 a tab and I remember everything melting into place. You buy it from a dealer? I never thought good acid was still goin around.

[Sordid Saint]

Yes I got them at a dubstep club that I go to in boston :D