No words to describe how I feel

[HeartCoreHannah]

I went to Michael's Facebook page to tell him I loved him.... and he has a new girlfriend. Can you believe that? I cried for hours, broke down and cut, then cried myself to sleep. I don't understand how he could do that to me. He's my everything. I love him. I need him.. I can't continue to be strong without him. His new girlfriend is gorgeous and she's stick thin. I know he loves thin girls. He used to tell me that all the time.. I wish I could change everything about my body so I could be perfect for him.. I'm doing everything I can. I'm not losing weight fast anymore from purging. And dieting doesn't help. I hate myself and I don't blame him for hating me too.. I just wish he had the decency to tell me instead of completely ignoring me and making me think something was wrong. Like seriously, I love going to his page and finding out through Facebook. It killed me when I seen it. Maybe if I get down to 130 he'll be interested in me again.

[MalditoDia]

hey hey now! dont try to alter yourself for anybody. if he doesnt accept you for the way you are fcck that dude. dont purge because it hurts your body and itll give you health problems later. god made you the way you are so who tf is this kid to change that!

[HeartCoreHannah]

Thanks.. I just wish he seen it that way. He thinks girls are suppose to be stick thin, long hair, and have make-up on at all times. The days I wasn't perfect for him, he let me know... And he was harsh.. Blahh. I still miss him.

[anonymous53]

Well, if he doesn't love you for you. He's not worth it. Do you really want to have a guy that's going to leave you because some girl is a little thinner than you? This guy seems like a lowlife, he put you down a lot. You deserve so much better.

[bambino]

you deserve so much better hun.
I had a similar thing, the guy I cared about got a new girlfriend didn't even tell me- had to find out via facebook. Most painful thing ever and I reacted the same as you.
he also said that he liked thin girls and told me not to gain weight, maybe i should lose 5lbs. Basically, guys can be jerks. But that doesn't mean you should change yourself. I find that guys like me most when ive got extra weight and im just bubbly and happy with myself, not on a diet and trying to be someone im not-look like someone im not.

firstly give yourself a break, and try and take some time to move on. As the poster above me said there is someone out there who will love you for you, unconditionally.

[LuckyLuke]

My dear Hannah, any guy that doesn't like you for who you are on the inside, not the out, is not in the least worth changing for.

There's no one on this earth worth cutting yourself for and there's no one, except yourself, that you should change for. If he only likes you thin he's not worth dating my dear.

[HeartCoreHannah]

I deleted him on Facebook, deleted his number from my phone, and erased all of our pictures. You guys are right. I deserve better than him and he isn't worth my time. And certainly not my tears. I still love him. But I don't think my feelings for him will ever completely fade away. I just hope this gets easier to deal with.

[anonymous53]

It will Hannah.
Remember. "Don't cry for anyone who wouldn't cry for you"

[Nat99]

He sounds like a jackass, u should find someone who likes u 4 u

[HeartCoreHannah]

He is a bit of a jackass.. I have no idea why my feelings are so strong for him. Ehhh, I don't think I'll ever find someone who likes me for me. I'm not too great.

[Fushigi]

first of all you don't need to change just to please someone... because i strongly believe that a person should love you for simply being you. and he got to love you for what you are.. and you don't need to compare yourself to her new gf.. and i can't say that "it's okay".. because i don't know how you feel..or what ever.. you deserve someone better than him... anyways this song is for you..
ILvhCsxsVCw

[Carlyle]

Hannah, so sorry to hear about that. But you shouldn't have to change for him. I am really sorry you had to find out that way. :/

[Eclipsical]

Sounds like a doushebag. Not worth the misery.

[AmusedDJ]

i know this will sound like im talking down but im not i swear. you should talk to a theripist. they usually can figure out whats wrong and help you through it. and its someone to share secrets and other things you dont wanna talkto your folks about.

[HeartCoreHannah]

first of all you don't need to change just to please someone... because i strongly believe that a person should love you for simply being you. and he got to love you for what you are.. and you don't need to compare yourself to her new gf.. and i can't say that "it's okay".. because i don't know how you feel..or what ever.. you deserve someone better than him... anyways this song is for you..
ILvhCsxsVCw

I love that song. <3

Hannah, so sorry to hear about that. But you shouldn't have to change for him. I am really sorry you had to find out that way. :/

It's okay. I'm starting to get over him.

Sounds like a doushebag. Not worth the misery.

He is a douchebag. A hardcore one. :P

i know this will sound like im talking down but im not i swear. you should talk to a theripist. they usually can figure out whats wrong and help you through it. and its someone to share secrets and other things you dont wanna talkto your folks about.

I'm already seeing a therapist and a psychologist. But I didn't think you were talking down, haha.

[GoldenSnitch]

He doesn't deserve someone like you. If he thinks girls are supposed to be like what you said, he is wrong. H's doesn't know how awesome girls are.

[HeartCoreHannah]

He doesn't deserve someone like you. If he thinks girls are supposed to be like what you said, he is wrong. H's doesn't know how awesome girls are.

Awh, thanks. Yeah, he really doesn't know. He's mean.