Silentsilver
September 15th, 2011, 05:00 AM
Well its about 2 am here in California, Why Im still up? theres many reasons but depression is the biggest factor in it. I recently returned from another state visiting family and it seems that everything has gone down hill from there. I CAN NOT find a job this has been a on going struggle for awhile now and this is whats really causing me to be depressed. Im not sure if im doing somthing wrong or what. The second reason being is school, im stuck taking classes that are furthering me away from my dream of being a network administrator and closer to being stuck as a mechanic for the rest of my life which i do not want to be. To top it all off my dad is having major chest problems and the doctors can not find out the reason. The stress this is putting on me is alot i know it doesnt look like much here but it really is. Just needed a place to vent