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xsuicidaldreamerx
April 2nd, 2007, 02:04 PM
im feeling really lost, and i wanna be alone, but people wont leave me alone, i wanna be invisible and hide somewhere where no one is there, i dont feelall here, i dont even know myself anymore...i'm just having a rant, i dont know what im typing...i dont understand myself, i can hear voices telling me to kill myself...im trying to beat them...but i dunno if i can handle it anymore...what do i do?
Ironic Infidel In England
April 3rd, 2007, 04:18 AM
First of all, tell a doctor. My condition started with voices in my head, and if you go to a doctor they should be able to give you meds to stop them, or at least send you to someone who can.

Oh yeah, and don't kill yourself. You're worth way more than that.
Everglow
April 3rd, 2007, 05:06 PM
First of all, tell a doctor. My condition started with voices in my head, and if you go to a doctor they should be able to give you meds to stop them, or at least send you to someone who can.

Oh yeah, and don't kill yourself. You're worth way more than that.

I totally agree with that xsuicidaldreamerx. I know it's hard and very awkward at times, but let your parents or a school counselor know what you are thinking. You just have to try right now to block the voices out. It's hard as hell, I won't tell you it's easy, but you gotta try.
Bobby
April 3rd, 2007, 08:16 PM
If you are feeling down, go to a conselor, or your parents, or a relative you trust. Those people are their to help.
xsuicidaldreamerx
April 4th, 2007, 08:53 AM
i live with my grandparents, and they dont belive anything i tell them, they think its just hormones, i dont know how to tell a doctor things like that...my psyciatrist cant speak a work of clear english nor understands english...and apparently there are no others...i tell u, the NHS is shit!
i am still in my cave of doom...and i cant get out of it, i have lost my friends, its nice outside, but i cant be arsed to go out.
ThePhantom
April 24th, 2007, 08:38 PM
If at first you thought the voices where real people then it may be legitment schizophrenia (sp?), if you knew they were fake all along, then it may be some form of temporary schizophrenia induced by stress.