My past is haunting me, abuse from years ago?

[Carlyle]

Ok.. so lately, I keep having nightmares from when I was younger. My parents are divorced and I use to live with my father up until a couple years ago.. the whole time, I lived with his girlfriend and she was very abusive. She would punch me, hit me with objects around the house, and make me sleep outside. For a long time, I never even thought about this, but I started seeing it all in my dreams and I am terrified. Why is it haunting me? Is it trying to show me something?

[Tenoramic]

I m so sorry this happen to u. U shouldnt be treaten like that. It's hard , one day At a time. Keep ur head up n keep the nut case out of ur life

[Carlyle]

Thanks Teno. the individual is no longer involved in my life so I don't really worry too much anymore. but the part about my dreams.. its bugging me quite a bit.

[twotall]

dreams are like thoughts you have good one and bad ones idk what could trigger u having them but u need to try to put the past behind u and phase it out of ur life or it will be with u alot. Im sorry you had to be put throw that

[Tenoramic]

Dream is a way to deal with ur trouble. Its better .. U will be will fine one day. I bet u are r hot stud.. It will gets better ;) pm me if u wanna talk any kinda talk;)

[Carlyle]

Tenoramic, that sounds like brown nosing, haha. but you might be right on the first part :p twotall, thanks for the concern. I actually did put it behind me long ago.

[Valkyrie]

I go thro the same thing, I havn't been able to change my dreams since... i think last year.
I don't know what you could do, sometimes they just go away...
Oh U could get one of those good dreams tape and listen to it all night.

[Carlyle]

Thanks Jess. It actually started to get better now and I feel less depressed about it. I found giving myself little to no time to think about it better, and just being as optimistic as I can about how its better and I don't have to worry about it anymore.

[acurasrock]

My dads gf was the same way toward me when i was like 13/14 she would call me names, constantly throw things and degrade me, once he married her I stopped going to visit him, hated her with a passion!
Just surround yourself with positive things, family and friends that care about you, and do things that make you happy. This too shall pass, but the past only haunts you, when you let it! Be good bro, your on your way to good things.:yes:

[Carlyle]

Thanks Chris. The dreams pretty much stopped now. Not sure what caused me to think about it, but I believe its done.

[Amaryllis]

This is normal, hun. You went through a terrible experience. It'll catch up with you. Just know she can't touch you anymore. And it's gonna be okay. Take a breath, know you'll get through this, believe it'll all turn out in the end. You're stronger, older, wiser. The past can't hurt you, not physically, only your mind can.

Love,
Faith and Trust

[kenjoe1]

U art the only one I was sold sexually a age 8 I was beaten tied down pepper spayed in the eyes I wasn't. Feed and hit by any thing they can get there hands on. Treatend to kill me said I should go kill my self

[kenjoe1]

U art the only one I was sold sexually a age 8 I was beaten tied down pepper spayed in the eyes I wasn't. Feed and hit by any thing they can get there hands on. Treatend to kill me said I should go kill my self I'm out of there now I now have Potsdam a I relive the abuse

[kenjoe1]

I'm sorry I happened to me to u mite have post trmadice stress desorder it's normal when u go thru something tearmadic

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