Remember me?

[someone_save_me]

Some of you might remember me, I wrote something in July called The worst I've ever been. For those of you who are concerned, the cutting is so much worse. I feel so weak, I'm covered in scars and I feel useless, I'm only 13 years old. I hate myself, I'm so ugly and disgusting and a freak. I'm an emo chick that has a big group of friends but is so quiet and distant. I'm the one that listens to weird music about death and blood and torture. Why?
I dress in black and emo-ish because it's what my soul looks like, black, sad and scared. I'm distant because I'm always too busy daydreaming about suicide (I've tried strangling myself about 3 times before). I listen to the music because it's how I feel and it speaks to me.


I just want to die.

[ShatteredGlass]

It doesn't sound like you really want to stop right now. The only way you will stop starts with making a decision which starts in your thinking. Its important that you either decide to remain depressed and continue to lie to yourself and call yourself useless and ugly or if you wanna get out perhaps post your decision too because in self-harm you are your only solution. If you wanted to die you'd be dead because there's a lot of ways to end it. So it seems like your suicide attempts are more cries for help, well we've heard your cry. When you decide what you want to change tell us so we can help