FuzzyLittleNightmare
September 11th, 2011, 05:42 PM
OK, this might sound weird, but does anyone else think that it would be easier to not cut again if their scars were wiped away?
I cut today and before I did it I tried to talk myself out of it...telling myself I needed my scars to heal, I needed to be able to wear my dance uniform without having to layer jumpers and hoodies over it. But I looked at all of my scars and all I just think, "well...what's one more?"
I know that if I went back to when I first cut I wouldn't do it again...knowing all of the heartache and misery it caused me. I just wondered if anyone else felt the same way?
I cut today and before I did it I tried to talk myself out of it...telling myself I needed my scars to heal, I needed to be able to wear my dance uniform without having to layer jumpers and hoodies over it. But I looked at all of my scars and all I just think, "well...what's one more?"
I know that if I went back to when I first cut I wouldn't do it again...knowing all of the heartache and misery it caused me. I just wondered if anyone else felt the same way?