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HeartCoreHannah
September 11th, 2011, 11:52 AM
I went shopping yesterday to get hoodies and long sleeve shirts. I'm transferring schools tomorrow and I don't want anyone to see the scars and slashes on my arms. I want this to be a chance for me to start completely new. Nobody's going to know anything about me and they aren't going to know all my illnesses and addictions like everyone at my other school did.

I'm trying really hard to not cut. I want all the cuts I have to heal and start to fade. I don't want to see anymore fresh ones on my body. I will not fail. I will not fail. I will not fail. I will not fail. I will not fail.

ShatteredGlass
September 11th, 2011, 04:12 PM
If you want shoot me a PM or email some time if you're serious about stopping. I cut for about 4 years and am successfully cut free for 2 so if I can help you I want to. Making the decision is the first step so you're already on your way. Don't be too worried with people knowing though. We hide things we are ashamed of and as long as we are ashamed of things we cannot heal. Don't be ashamed of what you have done but rather be proud that you can come through it. You will not fail. You will not fail. You will not fail.

AncientCatastrophe
September 12th, 2011, 01:45 AM
You can absolutely do it. I know you can, you've made mistakes but because of those mistakes you've learned to be strong and to prevent it from happening again.

SinisterMystery
September 13th, 2011, 05:33 PM
I am so incredibly proud of you. Even though you have no clue who I am.
:hug: You can definitely do it!