Furrybaby202
September 11th, 2011, 01:24 AM
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Alright so ever since I was very little (Preschool) I have had crushes on girls. When guys were saying ewww cooties I was thinking so. I began masturbating at a young age (If that matters) but not to anything girls or boys i didn't think about either i just did it. (But i remember jacking of to that american pie movie band camp when i was seven) at the age of 10 or 11 i was already watching porn. Always girls masturbating nothing else. Life goes on and I watched Man on Woman porn. I got a really powerful erection. After that straight porn i watched more and more of. Recently I have been having HOCD (worrying about being gay when your not) Because sometimes i think men are attractive. (I never think of them naked or anything or having sex with them.) I told my mom this and she asked me if i thought of them naked or having sex. I said no. now although since she said that every time is see an attractive man I don't think that but then I will and its annoying. Also now I am putting every girl i see on a pedistool and if I'm not attracted I instantly think im gay. Plus recently my attraction for women has gone slightly down (I think because of the anxiety) so i watched gay porn and got a feeling down there but no erection. I also don't get erections from lesbian porn either. And i remember thinking on one porn video where the guy was jerking in her face "That's a good looking penis." And another "He's got big balls) And that sounds a little gay. No-one in my family is gay. I don't want to be gay because I just don't. Nothing against gays. So what do you think am i gay?
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Alright so ever since I was very little (Preschool) I have had crushes on girls. When guys were saying ewww cooties I was thinking so. I began masturbating at a young age (If that matters) but not to anything girls or boys i didn't think about either i just did it. (But i remember jacking of to that american pie movie band camp when i was seven) at the age of 10 or 11 i was already watching porn. Always girls masturbating nothing else. Life goes on and I watched Man on Woman porn. I got a really powerful erection. After that straight porn i watched more and more of. Recently I have been having HOCD (worrying about being gay when your not) Because sometimes i think men are attractive. (I never think of them naked or anything or having sex with them.) I told my mom this and she asked me if i thought of them naked or having sex. I said no. now although since she said that every time is see an attractive man I don't think that but then I will and its annoying. Also now I am putting every girl i see on a pedistool and if I'm not attracted I instantly think im gay. Plus recently my attraction for women has gone slightly down (I think because of the anxiety) so i watched gay porn and got a feeling down there but no erection. I also don't get erections from lesbian porn either. And i remember thinking on one porn video where the guy was jerking in her face "That's a good looking penis." And another "He's got big balls) And that sounds a little gay. No-one in my family is gay. I don't want to be gay because I just don't. Nothing against gays. So what do you think am i gay?
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