Hhhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeelllllllllppppppp

[sandyrip1]

I have been extremely depressed lately and think i am becoming crazy or something because i have been picturing painful things and I actually feel pain in the areas i am imagining like i imagined cutting my wrist and my wrist started to sting and i got a jolt of adrenaline as i got when i use to cut am I becoming something freakish like a murderer because i sometimes like imagine me killing people and I feel emotions burst through me please help me I'm depressed as is I think i'm going to end up committing suicide and I fucking hate this help me! it also doesn't help that i hear voices of people that I know telling me to do bad things and other things

[music is my soul]

Ok just calm down nd let it out. Im here if u need to talk one on one.

[OptimusPrime]

They won't be able to reply to PM's until they reach 100 posts.

[music is my soul]

Just hold ok. Take a deep breath. Try to calm urself down.

[sandyrip1]

I fucking cant i'm raging out of control OMG

[OptimusPrime]

...

People are trying to help you. I don't think there is any need for swearing.

Just wait and listen to the advice of others.

[music is my soul]

Ok i need u to just make ur self sit down nd grab something to drink. Grabbing something small nd breakable. Nd just bust it.

[sandyrip1]

I don't need people like you to help who is able to help swearing when they're about to kill themselves... and I had no idea what to put as the title is people like you who i imagine killing the people who are detonators and I am the bomb you hate so much you detonate the bomb...

[music is my soul]

Ok break as many things as u need. Nd just keep talkin ok?

[sandyrip1]

Whats the point...

[music is my soul]

The point is to stay alive nd not to mak the people who love u moarn ovr ur desition. Trust me one of my friends killed himself a year ago. I still feel lik shit. I dont go a day with out thinking of him.

[sandyrip1]

Ima just go in a corner in my house and die...

[music is my soul]

No ur not ur gonna keep talkin nd fight thro this ok?

[sandyrip1]

Why my life sucks I have experienced twice as many deaths as birthdays I've seen most of my friends die and my family i have nobody

[music is my soul]

No u hav us at vt. I know we may nkt be the type u can hold onto but we can talk to u. We can be great friends. We can be family. Trust me i knkw life may suck but its gonna get better. U just gotta fight thro the bad times. Trust it will get better. I know a few adults who almost killed themselves nd they said theyre glad they didnt cause they never would hav done this or met someone or gone on some insane vaction. Trust me just fight thro it. U can fight thro trust me.

[sandyrip1]

I'm still wicked depressed but i'm in a safe condition to all that are concerned if anybody is not really an important person anywhere but yea i'm safe for now

[johntwofour]

Whatever you do, you must not kill yourself! Your life will get better, and you have so much to live for!