abondedment by the one that ment everything

[jassyfacexD]

Im new at this sry if its hard 2 read or to understand

I was just abandoned by my bf he was my fist love everyone saw us as a perfect couple we never fought or anything. But i was sent to the hospital one day due to suicide although my psychiatrist over douse me w anti depredation of course no one believe us. I was sent to a horrible hospital so it mess up my emotion the day i get out im so happy because the only person i really cared about was my bf and i was gonna c him. That night i get a txt from him saying that it was over i lost control of reality what had happen. I try to stay calm give him his space but at the same time i need him we were on and off. This girl came into the picture and made stuff up that i was harassing her and etc. So he believed her i fought so hard for us but i was lossing. Till one day i got a mess on facebook saying "DONT U EVER TALK TO HER IF U DO THEY WILL HUNT U DOWN" It went down more brutal just with dat i tryed to commite suicide so i was sent to another hospital. Its been 2 1/2 months since that happen and ive gone back to cutting i cant take it anymore. I hate him but also love him

[Punk_Kid]

I can somewhat relate to this. My girlfriend and I were dating for 7 or 8 months. One morning, just like any other ordinary day during summer vacation I eat breakfast, get dressed then go outside to do yard work. About half an hour after getting outside I recieve a text from her saying she "wants to take a break". I immediately became so many things at once: angry, hurt, betrayed, depressed, suicidal, anything BUT happy. Its been a few weeks since then but I still feel lost. A couple weeks ago I told her I started cutting again. She said "I knew that would happen" or something to that effect. That really fried me because she knows that she was my last little bit of sanity. If you ever need to talk, I'm here. Just PM me, same thing goes for everybody else. I hope it gets better for you.

[Fiction]

I can understand what it's like to have someone that you honestly feel you can't live without, although I can not relate to losing them as I haven't, and hopefully never will.

However I do know that anyone who can treat you like that is not worth ruining your life over. I understand that you're upset, but maybe he left for something better to come into your life?

I'm sure you know this, but cutting is only a temporary release that doesn't change the situation at all. It's not really worth it. I know it may seem impossible to ever stop but really you just need that reason to stop. I know you may not think it, but for yourself is as good reason as any. :)

[The_Narwhal]

I agree with fiction and PK. Also rember though that there is plenty of other people out there. Probably people a lot nicer than him. Dont let yourself get depressed over it , its just not worth it. You will find someone else out there.

[AncientCatastrophe]

I'm sure you'll do fine without him
You might think that he meant the world to you but I'm sure you'll another man more deserving for you. Try to be with friends or close relatives it will ease your depression
Don't change yourself for him