lovingkimk
September 10th, 2011, 06:44 AM
hey guys and girl... so i havent been on here for a good year id say now. and how iv crashed nd burned just a few times...
how many suicide attempts... self harming... depriving myself from sleep... stopped eating stopped caing. i JUST NEED TO SORT MYSELF OUT. i dont hav any friends on jere since the last one got banned... she was an inspiration tho!
iv recently stared on a slim fast diet... oim gna say im about 13 stone and 5'7 im curvy but flabby... apparently stunninly beautiful but feel ugly and discusting. i HAVE AN INCREDABLE FAMILY BOYFRIEND AND FRIENDS...
but never feel god enough for any of them... I guess im trying to re invent myself and try and sort mysel out... iv been this way since about i was about 11 years old and wanna change.
it has to stop... 10 years of all of this and looking back its been pretty amazing but a hell of a struggle.
so consider me as a new member as iv never really spoken out before.
sorry about blabbing... im looking for some friends and some friends who I can support and help
peace out *Kim*
how many suicide attempts... self harming... depriving myself from sleep... stopped eating stopped caing. i JUST NEED TO SORT MYSELF OUT. i dont hav any friends on jere since the last one got banned... she was an inspiration tho!
iv recently stared on a slim fast diet... oim gna say im about 13 stone and 5'7 im curvy but flabby... apparently stunninly beautiful but feel ugly and discusting. i HAVE AN INCREDABLE FAMILY BOYFRIEND AND FRIENDS...
but never feel god enough for any of them... I guess im trying to re invent myself and try and sort mysel out... iv been this way since about i was about 11 years old and wanna change.
it has to stop... 10 years of all of this and looking back its been pretty amazing but a hell of a struggle.
so consider me as a new member as iv never really spoken out before.
sorry about blabbing... im looking for some friends and some friends who I can support and help
peace out *Kim*