Does anyone else feel this way?

[BrokenButterflies]

It sounds crazy, but I find myself getting more and more depressed the smaller I get. I don't know why, I mean, that should please me right? But it doesn't...
I almost cry every time I see the scale number go down.
Does anyone else feel this way?

[Amaryllis]

HELL, THANK GOD! You should feel like this! Anorexia and bulimia are absolute hell. Your life will get worse and worse as your eating disorder gets a greater hold on you. You won't care about anything else anymore. You'll lose your friends, family, the things love, your life. Get help but most of all, you need to want to recover. Skinny isn't worth the consequences. I fell to 50 pounds, I was miserable. I wanted to die. I wish I never started.

Stop while you can.

Love,
Faith and Trust

[Fiction]

I know exactly how you feel! I'm sort of at the point where whichever way my weight goes, up or down, it makes me feel worse. I feel like a failure for putting on weight, but at the same time I know i'm getting unhealthily skinny, and hurting people around me if I get smaller, so i feel like a failure for that reason.

I totally understand where you are coming from. Tbh there is only so much help we can give on here and you should really consider getting professional help if you haven't already. :)

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I know what u mean, I feel like i should be happier,i mean,im NOT gaining anything and thats a plus,but...i still dont feel good enough,i still feel digusting and gross. : / I hate it.

[Lethe]

I don't feel that way, but maybe it's because I'm not suffering from anorexia and any weight I lose is a treat for me because I'm trying to lose it the "healthy" way.