Leonard Axel
September 9th, 2011, 05:04 AM
I feel sorta different in my head, like the way I think isnt really the way everyone else does. it's hard to explain exactly what it feels like but its not really natural. I dont fully understand why there is a government, We seem to be the only species in nature that has one. Anway, Ill list things that dont feel normal.
I often have moments of derealization, where almost everything seems alien, especially nature. trees, sky, etc.
I often think about executing people, infact I relish the idea, I dont think I would ever act on it. But i dont think it would be that hard.
I have a huge social anxiety problem.
I've never really felt the need for a relationship although I've had them.
And it doesnt really feel like anyone else matters. I often feel like this is all in my head.
and I dont want to be like everyone else.
Thats why I dont know if this is normal, or whether its just that ive convinced myself its not. I've tried to diagnose myself a lot but nothing ever seems to fit.
I often have moments of derealization, where almost everything seems alien, especially nature. trees, sky, etc.
I often think about executing people, infact I relish the idea, I dont think I would ever act on it. But i dont think it would be that hard.
I have a huge social anxiety problem.
I've never really felt the need for a relationship although I've had them.
And it doesnt really feel like anyone else matters. I often feel like this is all in my head.
and I dont want to be like everyone else.
Thats why I dont know if this is normal, or whether its just that ive convinced myself its not. I've tried to diagnose myself a lot but nothing ever seems to fit.