Why?

[Megson]

Every single time I cut, I immediately regret it. I'm overwhelmed with terror at the possibility of someone finding out. I tell myself that was the last time, I'm not going to risk it again.

But I keep doing it! It doesn't make me feel any better, at first. The relief comes hours later, when I'm back at school.

I can't even understand myself...

[fenrirdies]

hmh not sure I understand your problem, is it that you want to stop because if you can't stop maybe you are not ready to stop or need help with it like a sponsor like in AA

[ShatteredGlass]

You may need to spend some time thinking about that then. Like take an introspective look at yourself. Start with cutting then what triggered it then what emotions you experienced from the trigger and then why you were unable to cope with those emotions. I'd love to help you if I can feel free to PM. Seriously, :) I've been there.