Another bad day - Tempted to self harm

[OptimusPrime]

Another bad day today... Fucken mood swings! I hate them. If they pissed off out of the country this world would be better. But nah, they have to piss me off.

At lunch this little girl kept pissing me the fuck off. No matter how many times I said bye she would come back up to me and say hey. It pissed me the fuck off. Finally she fucked off.

I am so pissed off. I just want to self harm. =///

[fenrirdies]

hit a wall

[PartyPoison]

hit a wall
That's really bad advice...


OP, Just take a deep breath and relax. Self harming isn't going to solve anything.

[fenrirdies]

Okay maybe It's not the best advice but deep breathing has never worked for me. I guess hitting a pillow would be better, I prefer walls though.

[Amaryllis]

Hey hun, did you ever think maybe the girl thought you looked sad and lonely and wanted to cheer you up and make sure you had someone there for you? It's okay to feel like crap. You have every reason to feel the way you do. But you don't deserve marks on your flesh. You deserve better than what you do/want to do to yourself. You're strong. You've gone through pain before. You don't need the blade. All you need is love and kindness. Someone to understand and listen.

And most of all you need kindness from yourself. You deserve better. I'm here if you need me.

Love,
Faith and Trust

[OptimusPrime]

Even if she was trying to I really can't stand kids.

[Amaryllis]

Still though, she meant well. She probably thought you were hot or something lol. You know how kids are. Wait, how old was she? Like, my age? Haha

[OptimusPrime]

LOL No. Like six or seven.

[Amaryllis]

Well, there you go. She didn't know any better. She's a little girl who can't register go-away radars.