I feel useless.

[LittlePaperStars]

Some of my friends are depressed and two of them have been ignoring me. They say they "had to see how long they could go without talking to me" or "I don't feel like talking" or something like that.
It really hurts; I want to help them out. They know I'm depressed, possibly more than they are. I need them. I feel so alone and I have no one to lean on or talk to. My heart is breaking, and I feel the urge to cut again, but I threw my blade away. I'm panicking right now...

I feel like completely ignoring everyone at school and zoning out in class. I don't feel like talking to my friends anymore. I feel like they don't want me around, and I feel useless. i just want someone to ask me if I'm alright, or if I need to talk.

[bambino]

Honestly hun, your friends don't sound like they're being friends at all right now. Maybe they do have issues of their own, but you should all support one another.

Are you having counselling? Are your parents aware? [thought I remember you telling your Mum] therapy or antidepressants might alleviate the pain for a while hun, don't let your heart break. Patch it back together. You are so much stronger than you know x

[LittlePaperStars]

Thanks:)
I'll try talking to her about the anti depressants, and I'll try to talk to my friends, try to help them out.
I'm usually the person who tries to help everyone else out, even if that means putting my own situation for a while.

[bambino]

Be that as it may, remember you're just as important- its okay to put yourself first sometimes.
In fact..sometimes we can't help others until we help ourselves.

I really hope things pick up
The antidepressants really did help me, for a while. Here if you need to talk :)

[SinisterMystery]

*Megahug* You can talk to me if you want. My email is always open. Just ask.

[LittlePaperStars]

Thanks sooo much guys :3 *mega hugs back*

[SinisterMystery]

It's okay, we want you to be happy and safe <3