fri13guy
September 5th, 2011, 02:48 AM
Ok, so sense a little before the 8th grade I've been jacking off to gay porn, specifically anyone with a big dick and someone else swallowing it... Now When I was in middle school (I'm 18 now) I experimented with my friend, we did pretty much everything 2 guys can do together... But after he got a girlfriend all that stopped and it was whatever. Ao I just kept jackin to my gay porn as usual, but at one point (about a year in) I was like "oh wow I really need to start getting off to some straight stuff or imma turn gay" so I jacked to some normal porn, got me up just as easy as the gay stuff. Only thing I found annoying was the screaming from the girls... Seriously like they need to STFU... Anyway so I just said "Fuk it" and went back to the gay stuff. And have been on gay sense then, but I can get off to either.
Now, I have asked myself the honest question if i was gay. So I tried sticking things up my bum, things appropriately shaped (hatted it). But, Its really confusing because I always stare at muscular guys (I think that's just ciz I really, really wanna get buff like them) and I look for guys bulges when I can. It just interests me kinda.
Why its an issue now: I'm getting into college and I met this bisexual guy that's like "hey let's fuck" and of course I'm
All "no WTf dude" at first, but now where starting to talk a little and it's just making me wonder If I'm gay, bi, or wtf I am!!
And this whole time I've never had sex with a girl. So I think that's alotta of it to, just the fact that I've never even been with a girl...
Please let me know your thoughts and if I need to clarify anything.
Thanks guys.
Now, I have asked myself the honest question if i was gay. So I tried sticking things up my bum, things appropriately shaped (hatted it). But, Its really confusing because I always stare at muscular guys (I think that's just ciz I really, really wanna get buff like them) and I look for guys bulges when I can. It just interests me kinda.
Why its an issue now: I'm getting into college and I met this bisexual guy that's like "hey let's fuck" and of course I'm
All "no WTf dude" at first, but now where starting to talk a little and it's just making me wonder If I'm gay, bi, or wtf I am!!
And this whole time I've never had sex with a girl. So I think that's alotta of it to, just the fact that I've never even been with a girl...
Please let me know your thoughts and if I need to clarify anything.
Thanks guys.