I feel like nothing.

[SinisterMystery]

I am always feeling like nothing. Nothing is making me happy, I can't concentrate on anything. The only thing that is relatively distracting me from my thoughts is Neopets but it's not working anymore. I know that I've started rambling and I can't stop. I don't want to feel like this but the thoughts won't go away... It's driving me crazy and it's making the thoughts of cutting overwhelm me.

[IcarusLives]

You sound like me, literally nothing makes me happy, or even really sad, save for this condition itself I guess...

For one thing don't cut, regardless of how appealing the temptation might look right now, you and I both know in the end you'd only regret it. In the end cutting does the exact opposite then help in reality, it may be hard to realize now but trust me, you'll appreciate your resolve for not doing so in the end a lot more-so then if you had...

For me I haven't been feeling any better in months, but I'm not about to turn to self-destruction to get through the pain I feel every day, the only way to really beat it is to keep going on your own anyway, difficult if not almost impossible as it is.

True, you can't take it from me, but fortunately through this board I've heard that other people have gone through what you and I are going through now and felt better in the end, it just takes persistence and a lot of resolve in reality.

Time is the world's best healer. Give yourself time and try to relax as much as you can.

If you want to talk then you can P.M me providing that I'm online.

Hope this helps, and of course I hope you feel better soon.

[SinisterMystery]

Thank you. I am trying my hardest not to hurt myself. The worst I have done is pinched myself. I will try to relax tonight.

[fenrirdies]

You feel emotionally numb I'm like that too. I only feel depressed neutral or mad not much you can do about it . A lot of people like that hurt themselves to feel something, if you want you can talk to me about it I would love to talk to someone with the same problem

[OptimusPrime]

*hugs* I can try distract you from it by us talking on MSN again. <3

[SinisterMystery]

Sorry Aaron. I just don't feel like it.

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

I get it. I really do. The complete and utter bliss of nothingness consuming u. The numbness. Just,blank. I love it. It stops the pain. But I hate it to. Because I constantly feel,dead. And I have to remind myself that im alive and not stuck it some f*cked up dream. Its bitter sweet. Honestly,cutting helps. Alittle. And then makes it so much worse. When u cant feel. Why not paint,sketch,or blast music to vent ur frustration? Squeeze ice. Have a spoon full of hot sauce,do something that makes u feel,atleast in some way,without harming urself. It helps because afterwords the emptyness doesnt crawl in ur skin.

[SinisterMystery]

Thank you Katt. I reapply appreciate your suggestions. I have school tomorrow so that should take some of the thoughts away. I will try my best to do those. Would you mind adding me? It would be great if I could talk to you sometime.