Love.Hate
September 4th, 2011, 06:25 PM
What happened to that little girl you lost so long ago?
The girl that could bring out a smile.
A child bearing no worries, no poison.
Cute curly wringlets and chubby cheeks.
A child that would make the others jealous, who knew it was okay to cry.
That girl you lost so long ago. Its time to say goodbye.
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A void.
An outside world,
that you cannot escape from.
A constant feeling you cant describe.
Sadness.
Always sad, forcing smiles.
Fake laughter to replace the tears that fall.
Pretending to be something your not.
So many thoughts of the end,
the only positivity in your mind.
All the hope you have left, just wishing it would end.
Crying out for that promised future,
but knowing im stuck like this forever.
Always sad, forcing smiles.
Depression is me living life.
The girl that could bring out a smile.
A child bearing no worries, no poison.
Cute curly wringlets and chubby cheeks.
A child that would make the others jealous, who knew it was okay to cry.
That girl you lost so long ago. Its time to say goodbye.
-------
A void.
An outside world,
that you cannot escape from.
A constant feeling you cant describe.
Sadness.
Always sad, forcing smiles.
Fake laughter to replace the tears that fall.
Pretending to be something your not.
So many thoughts of the end,
the only positivity in your mind.
All the hope you have left, just wishing it would end.
Crying out for that promised future,
but knowing im stuck like this forever.
Always sad, forcing smiles.
Depression is me living life.