Spiraling Downwerd

[Charlotte93]

I havn't goten any better since the last time i posted here more like worse. I'v goten on vt since my last post but i just can't seem to know what to say. This week has been tragic for me.

I cut two deep marks on tusday on my right hip, two days later i cut eight deep marks on my hip( that's the most i have ever cut in one day), last night i went back down to two. This morning I had my blades out and was about to cut again it was just to dark though since all the lights were off.

Guy's, I'm really slipping here, I want to do my favorit things again but when i go to draw my mind is empty and i can't seem to move the pincle the right way. When i go to write my mind lacks it's creative outlet it usualy has. I just keep spiraling downword but noone can see because I've gotten so good at hiding my feelings and thoughts. I'm so very depresed and i don't know what to do about it. I really think before to long I'm going to end up in a hospital, I want to stop it I just don't know how to stop, i don't know how to open up. I don't know how to ask for help.

[ShadowGirl]

I've never had the guts to ask for help, so I can't speak from experience. It seems like you should just sit down with your parents or whoever you feel most comfortable with and explain the situation. They will probably be shocked and sad, but in the end it's worth getting help. If they care about you, they will want you to get help.

[Travis Is Losing It]

I havn't goten any better since the last time i posted here more like worse. I'v goten on vt since my last post but i just can't seem to know what to say. This week has been tragic for me.

I cut two deep marks on tusday on my right hip, two days later i cut eight deep marks on my hip( that's the most i have ever cut in one day), last night i went back down to two. This morning I had my blades out and was about to cut again it was just to dark though since all the lights were off.

Guy's, I'm really slipping here, I want to do my favorit things again but when i go to draw my mind is empty and i can't seem to move the pincle the right way. When i go to write my mind lacks it's creative outlet it usualy has. I just keep spiraling downword but noone can see because I've gotten so good at hiding my feelings and thoughts. I'm so very depresed and i don't know what to do about it. I really think before to long I'm going to end up in a hospital, I want to stop it I just don't know how to stop, i don't know how to open up. I don't know how to ask for help.

Charlotte im so sorry to hear this :( your stronger than everything that is pulling you down you have to remember that. Doing things like writing or drawing arent the only ways to cope either. I have the same block you do because I draw and im actually working on a book (failing so hard x.x) and i know what you mean by you just cant figure out what your doing and it just doesnt work when your in this slump.

Try going out with friends or just go to a mall meet up with people have a good time so that you dont fall to everything. A great way ive just found out to cope with things is actually working out. I've been going for a couple mile runs a day and its been helping so much. Your stronger than it please dont let it take over you :( If you ever need to talk PM me or add me on skype (traviswazhere)