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TrAnSMaN09
August 30th, 2011, 04:03 PM
I just want out of this world, So that i don't have to hurt anymore, And if im out of his life, then he can just forget about me, and love her without putting up with my shit, Please, someone just end it for me, I just want to sleep and never wake up, I want my life to end, i hate how i feel, death seems like the only option, Everyone would be so much happier without me.. I kno it. Please don't tell me diffrent, Everyone i know hates me..

christcenteredlife
August 30th, 2011, 04:04 PM
how do you know everyone you know hates you?

xdancing_for_rainx
August 30th, 2011, 10:52 PM
It sounds like you're having a real rough time :/ Please, please keep holding on though. Life is worth it, and things do get better. I can't tell you how many times I've felt much like you feel now... but I'm still here, and am so happy for that.
Just know that:

You are cared for.
Not everybody hates you.
You are valuable.
You have purpose.
People would miss you if you were to leave.
The world would not be a better place without you.

Maybe none of those things seem true to you right now, but I can promise you they are. I wish there was a way I could make you believe that, though it might take time to believe in anything other than your current thoughts (ie everyone hating you). Keep going and know that there are people who care. You're welcome to send a message if there's anything you need to talk about.

Really hope you're alright. Keep holding on :hug:

TrAnSMaN09
September 5th, 2011, 02:29 PM
i want this pain to end, It's not like i matter to him anymore anyways, He's happier without me, But he doesn't kno how hard it is going to bed and not getting a message from him saying he loves me, Because i know he doesn't, He Loves her... Please, Just let me die..

trooneh
September 5th, 2011, 03:54 PM
i want this pain to end, It's not like i matter to him anymore anyways, He's happier without me, But he doesn't kno how hard it is going to bed and not getting a message from him saying he loves me, Because i know he doesn't, He Loves her... Please, Just let me die..


I'm sure you matter to him more than you know. Have you talked to him at all about this? Have you told him how much you're hurting inside? Also, no one would be happier without you. People care. You might not believe this right now, but the people you least expect to care, actually care.

TrAnSMaN09
September 5th, 2011, 06:29 PM
I have talked to him, and he says he does care but i doubt it, And no, i kno people would be hapier without me hun

DarkWingedAngel
September 10th, 2011, 02:09 PM
OHHH TYLER you have much to learn about me if i dont care about they get ditched and i would not put on a fake face and talk to them and say that i care so yes i do care and say i dont one more time and your out of my life because really it hurts me when you say i dont care because you are my friend and it hurts when friends say that. stop sulking and talk to me instead of complaining on some forum.

johntwofour
September 11th, 2011, 05:08 AM
Your life will get better, and your family and friends would not like it if you died, so you must not commit suicide!