Sick of it! my story

[mrdtf]

so im 16 in year 10, single, have a very bad self image because i have gone through so much bullying and i'm not ugly but i'm not perfect looking and i'm not very popular and majority of people hate me mainly caus i used to graffiti and was shit and caus they judge by the mistakes ive made like being annoying in year 7-8 but ive stoped that now and also rumors.i have had really bad depression from year 7-9ish and am just getting over it but its coming back. i can get very emotional at times like when my parents are being dog to me and the dogs at school are just non stop teasing me threatening me and shit i just get to the point where i cut me self and it relieves the stress but i cant tell anybody because ill get called an emo does anybody have any advice for me?
and if anyone says "just ignore them" or "dont worry about it" thats not helpful because the stuff they do just goes way beyond that.
thanks for reading it sorry bout the esay :/

[Love.Hate]

Okay, i have had a lot of expierence with bullys. Dont let them see they are hurting you, thats what they want. You have to either rise above them and walk away, without saying anything. Or stand up for yourself, because if they make you feel so bad you hurt yourself then its serious. Can you not report them to a teacher you trust?

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[bambino]

Hey
I think the best thing to do would be to ignore them and carry on being yourself, being nice to people and eventually their perception of you will change.
Try to stop cutting I know its an easy way to take out frustration, but try and focus on thinking positive because it can start as something small and get a lot worse before you know it; you dont want it to become a habit. Tell a trusted adult, teacher or your doctor about the self harm and they will refer you for counselling.

Best of luck!

[mrdtf]

Okay, i have had a lot of expierence with bullys. Dont let them see they are hurting you, thats what they want. You have to either rise above them and walk away, without saying anything. Or stand up for yourself, because if they make you feel so bad you hurt yourself then its serious. Can you not report them to a teacher you trust?

:hug:

nah no teachers would really do anything they dont really understand


and thanks for the advice :)

they take it past the point where i can walk away they will keep going and there in most of my classes as well and i don't really show that they are getting to me, ill just agree with whatever they say so if there like "your a fucking dick head" ill just say"yea obviously" and leave it at that but ignoring them doesn't work i reckon they get a hard on off abusing me

[Love.Hate]

Some people are just sick, remember your not the one to blame. You haven't done anything wrong, it's them. Can you not tell your parents? Because it needs to get sorted before they get any worse.

[kyleD]

well i feel your pain bro in 6th grade i was bullied non stop i used to do stupid stuff too but i was threatened many times i got my classes changed left and right and i talked to teachers but then 7th grade i out grew all the people who bullied me i was either taller or stronger then them and that's when they all backed off i don't know if this is gonna help you or not and also don't worry about being single school is about good times and getting education college is for getting chicks lol cheer up mate take care

[mrdtf]

telling my parents wouldn't end well there over protective already and they don't need to be even more over protective

[Love.Hate]

My parents are over protective too, but when i told them i got bullied it felt like a huge weight was lifted, just to be able to talk about it and not go through it alone really helps. Because its actually a lot more mentally challenging than it seems from the outside, and maybe your parents would be able to support you a lot more.