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August 26th, 2011, 08:53 PM
I'm an 18 year old college student, and I keep on having these weird thoughts.
I don't really know what I am anymore. I was considering myself bi-curious, but then I start to have situations where I look at guys, check them out. Sometimes gets nervous around them.
Like when I talk with a friend about girls, I have this feeling where I feel like I ran out of stuff to say, like I'm not interested in girls or something.
And that was just this month.
This doesn't get worse and worse or better and better. It fluctuates between the straight-gay gauge. In some weeks, I get more into girls, and in some other weeks, I get more into guys.
Is the type of porn I watch also affects this?
Anyway, it's like my own psychology is messing with me, and I've been having these feelings for a while now, and I feel like it's getting worse and worse, like the confusion of it. It's still going on and on, feeling like it'll never come to a conclusion.
HELP?
I don't really know what I am anymore. I was considering myself bi-curious, but then I start to have situations where I look at guys, check them out. Sometimes gets nervous around them.
Like when I talk with a friend about girls, I have this feeling where I feel like I ran out of stuff to say, like I'm not interested in girls or something.
And that was just this month.
This doesn't get worse and worse or better and better. It fluctuates between the straight-gay gauge. In some weeks, I get more into girls, and in some other weeks, I get more into guys.
Is the type of porn I watch also affects this?
Anyway, it's like my own psychology is messing with me, and I've been having these feelings for a while now, and I feel like it's getting worse and worse, like the confusion of it. It's still going on and on, feeling like it'll never come to a conclusion.
HELP?