screamtobeheard
August 26th, 2011, 07:59 AM
I've been dating my current boyfriend for two and a half months. No, that's not that long of a time, but it's long enough that I think I should be comfortable with being in a relationship. I'm so far from comfortable with it right now, it's not even funny. I liked being single. I didn't want a boyfriend. But when he asked me out...I don't know, he was just different from all the other ones. I honestly and truly like him a ton. And...this scares the shit out of me, but I might love him. So why do I hate the whole "relationship" thing. I mean, I want it sometimes, but then other times I just want out. I want to be free. I don't know, this shit's confusing.