KillerKing
August 26th, 2011, 06:42 AM
The title says it all, Im openly Bi, my friends know it my girlfriend knows it, and thats all the people that need to know as far as I'm concerned. Sure if someone comes up to me and asks what I am I'll tell em straight (pardon to pun) that I'm Bi.
It's my family that doesn't know though, but why should I even * tell em, what business is it of theirs! On one hand its none of their business but on the other it is, my friends who are boys don't ever come round to mine, so if at some point in the future I'm going out with a boy and he keeps coming back to mine, they're gonna know somethings up! I'm just so angry with them and they don't even know! I remember when my mom asked me if I was possibly gay and i was like noo noo, well I didn't ** know then did I, I was 14! and now that I have a girlfriend which I love with all my heart, Im suddenly straight in their eyes, the ignorance! Not so long ago my Mom made a nasty remark about Bi-sexuals and I was sitting right in front of her and I saw her true self! Even if I did come out to her as Bi, I know what she would really be thinking! As for my sisters and my dad, They're like a closed book! At least I know my mom has a general dislike towards those that are apparently * DIFFERENT! NO WE BLOODY AIN'T!!!
I got carried away a bit there but that felt really good, even I don't get a replies as long as I know people read this, It's good enough for me.
But please anyone, what do I do!? It kills me everyday I see them cuz i feel like I can't be myself, or that I'm hiding something from them.
It's my family that doesn't know though, but why should I even * tell em, what business is it of theirs! On one hand its none of their business but on the other it is, my friends who are boys don't ever come round to mine, so if at some point in the future I'm going out with a boy and he keeps coming back to mine, they're gonna know somethings up! I'm just so angry with them and they don't even know! I remember when my mom asked me if I was possibly gay and i was like noo noo, well I didn't ** know then did I, I was 14! and now that I have a girlfriend which I love with all my heart, Im suddenly straight in their eyes, the ignorance! Not so long ago my Mom made a nasty remark about Bi-sexuals and I was sitting right in front of her and I saw her true self! Even if I did come out to her as Bi, I know what she would really be thinking! As for my sisters and my dad, They're like a closed book! At least I know my mom has a general dislike towards those that are apparently * DIFFERENT! NO WE BLOODY AIN'T!!!
I got carried away a bit there but that felt really good, even I don't get a replies as long as I know people read this, It's good enough for me.
But please anyone, what do I do!? It kills me everyday I see them cuz i feel like I can't be myself, or that I'm hiding something from them.