I'm kind of freaking out.

[screamtobeheard]

I don't know why this is hitting me right now, but it is. I feel like I'm psychic, but I can only know about bad things. I know I sound crazy. But hear me out. Two years ago, my uncle died. He was reasonably healthy and I believe in his fifties. He shouldn't have died, but about the week before, I knew he would. Soon. I just had this gut feeling. And then it happened and I felt like an awful person for not telling anyone because I knew it would...Then, my cousin was dating this boy. Everyone loved him. Except for me. I don't know why, I just thought he'd end up screwing her and my aunt over. Well, I was right and long story short, he's abusive, she's 19, married with a baby who's almost a year old living hours away, and my aunt is devastated. And then just now, my boyfriend's friend told me to ask him about a girl named Katie. So I did, but I didn't want to. Because I knew...I knew he'd tell me she'd died. And I was right. And I hate that I knew that. And I'm scared, and I don't know what to do. Because this stuff happens to me all the time. I feel crazy. What's wrong with me?

[christcenteredlife]

many girls have a strong intuition. that sounds like what you're talking about.

[screamtobeheard]

Intuition sucks.

[christcenteredlife]

it definitely can and i'm sorry you are going through this. i truly am.

[screamtobeheard]

I suppose I'll get used to it sooner or later. It just freaks me out when I've predicted roughly three unexpected deaths in my lifetime. >.< The guilt part is the worst.

[OptimusPrime]

Just a small case of Final Destination.

[christcenteredlife]

it's happened to me before. i've woken up in the middle of the night with this gut feeling something is wrong, to find out later there was an accident, death, or other major event going down.

[OptimusPrime]

When one of my uncles died he died at 7:59am and I had this feeling at 7:59pm the night before that he would die.

I had no clue it was going to happen exactly in 12 hours though.

[christcenteredlife]

seriously? wow, that's creepy.

[OptimusPrime]

I know. I freaked out when I saw the time and heard. I though I was getting attacked by alien robots.

[christcenteredlife]

it's amazing how human connections work like that. i guess it's good in case someone is a shut in. that way if they die, someone will know to check on them and they won't decompose in their house or apartment.