What am i!??!?!?

[oscarlichen]

Okay so here's the story. I've been openly gay for about a year now, and I always imagine having sex with guys when I jerk off and stuff. when I used to be "bisexual" I would have girlfriends and makeout with them and I even touched ones boobs. When I did that, it got me a little ecited, but I still felt it would be better with a guy, and I've never even thought of having sex with a girl, like its discusting. When I madeout with a guy for the first time it really wasn't as I epected and I didn't really like it. I was pretty desperate and I'm not really attracted to the kid it was both of our first times, so I don't know if we even did it right. The second time, I wasn't attracted to the guy at all and it was out of desperation, and on top of that we actually got to oral sex, but it still felt very weird and I didn't enjoy it. I'm so confused right now, like I've been gay my whole life but why am I not enjoying these things???

[Skyhawk]

Are you sure you are gay your whole life? Maybe you were curious and though you were gay? Honestly, what you said was a bit confusing, or maybe it's just me.

It's midnight, fairly tired etc, I'm not as sharp as usual :P

[oscarlichen]

Like I'm intersted in guys and I'm gay but my past two eperiences have been not enjoyable. Idk if its me or that's just how hooking up is supposed to feel.

[Mr. Awesome]

Wait until your emotionlly attached to a guy before proceeding with a physical showing of your feelings for him, then you will know if you enjoy it or not, without being emotionally involved its just hooking up which never feels as good

[oscarlichen]

That's what my mom was saying. She told me that you have to trust the person and develop a good relationship, and be attracted to that person. Thanks.

[Skyhawk]

If it's true love, that's when you have these experiences...

Otherwise sex is relatively pointless.

[christcenteredlife]

maybe before proceeding with more sex, of any kind, you should really think about the "why" of your choice. maybe you are bi-sexual? maybe you are straight and curious? you are still very young like all of us. i have many times said, i'm straight, but at the same time, i'm 14 and things could change. i find girl attractive and i can't imagine ever being with a male, but if being with a female doesn't do it for me, i'd end up being with a guy. so maybe what you once thought, isn't the case anymore. i'd re-evaluate and take a good solid look. either way, once you find the "right one", it won't matter. they'll make you happy and comfortable.

[BiBoy5674]

maybe the last two experience weren't good because of the people you were with ? :)

[Syvelocin]

Please do not bump old threads. :locked: