emotionaly abused

[Kdude146]

my dad emotional abuses me he alway yelles and makes me feel bad it's been like that my whole life he makes me feel like I am am nothing cuz nothing I do makes him happy and when I get angry I can't calm and I am starting to get scared of myself and its all his falt. No matter what I do I cant live up to his exspacttations I hate him so much cuz this summer is the worst its ever been cuz I came out as bi and I cant get a job. One night I was readdy to kill myself whan a friend talked me out of it. I am going to start going to counsaling in septemper I have done 18 years of this and I plan to movie out a year form now so I think I am going to half to be strong for one more year. I hate him and I cant wait for him to be out of my life

[CryWolf]

Well dude I understand. My dad left 5 years ago and mom tells me all the time that it's my fault. I know that it is, but she won't forgive me for it. She's in a half-way house right now and our relationship is next to nothing. Just know that you're not alone and there are people who care. Just try to hang in there and keep talking to people about it. Real or virtual it helps to talk. You can make it man :).

[ShadowGirl]

Don't wear yourself out trying to please him. It's not worth it. I know from experience. My advice is to avoid him and move out as soon as you can. A fresh start somewhere new will probably do you good. Stay strong for just one more year!

[Kdude146]

Don't wear yourself out trying to please him. It's not worth it. I know from experience. My advice is to avoid him and move out as soon as you can. A fresh start somewhere new will probably do you good. Stay strong for just one more year!

ok thanks that's my plan and I am got some good friends to talk to and I am going to councaling soon

[ShadowGirl]

ok thanks that's my plan and I am got some good friends to talk to and I am going to councaling soon

That's good! Hopefully counseling will help