adakr
August 24th, 2011, 02:37 AM
A few weeks ago my friend and I (who are both 15) were hanging out at some playground. He knows I'm gay and I've had a crush on him for a long time, problem is hes straight...at least i thought he was. Anyways, he was laying on the slide and I reached down and grabbed his junk like I do a lot. Usually he punches me or tells me to f*** off but this time he said "Stop, I'm getting a boner!" and smiled. Then he confessed that he was bi and we went into a forest and had sex. I gave my virginity to him. Best night of my life!
I got home at 1 in the morning so I was grounded for a week. It was hell waiting a whole week to see him after all this happened. I'm emotional so I cried a lot cuz I missed him. After a few days, I called him and told him i miss him. He said thanks awkwardly and said he had to go.
After I wasnt grounded anymore, I hung out with him and he told me that while I was gone he had sex with one of my friends (a girl) and hes dating her. Shes chubby and i think hes just using her for sex...just like he used me. I tried grabbing his butt when no one was looking and he hit me. I cant believe I gave my virginity to him! Hes a jerk! He broke my heart and I cried myself to sleep that night. He used to call me every single day and come over all the time. He was my best friend. But after that night he hasnt contacted me since. I told my friend that i think he hates me. She told him I said that so the 2 of them called me tonight. He said "Dude, I dont hate you. I love you man!" But he said it in a friend way. The problem is, I still like him more than a friend...What should I do?
P.S.
I'm sure he really is bi cuz he gave me a BJ before I gave him one and he let me do anal to him but he didnt do it to me. So I'm confused with the mixed signals. HELP!
I got home at 1 in the morning so I was grounded for a week. It was hell waiting a whole week to see him after all this happened. I'm emotional so I cried a lot cuz I missed him. After a few days, I called him and told him i miss him. He said thanks awkwardly and said he had to go.
After I wasnt grounded anymore, I hung out with him and he told me that while I was gone he had sex with one of my friends (a girl) and hes dating her. Shes chubby and i think hes just using her for sex...just like he used me. I tried grabbing his butt when no one was looking and he hit me. I cant believe I gave my virginity to him! Hes a jerk! He broke my heart and I cried myself to sleep that night. He used to call me every single day and come over all the time. He was my best friend. But after that night he hasnt contacted me since. I told my friend that i think he hates me. She told him I said that so the 2 of them called me tonight. He said "Dude, I dont hate you. I love you man!" But he said it in a friend way. The problem is, I still like him more than a friend...What should I do?
P.S.
I'm sure he really is bi cuz he gave me a BJ before I gave him one and he let me do anal to him but he didnt do it to me. So I'm confused with the mixed signals. HELP!