Okay this is not normal but I like to...

[Harlequin]

Think about death happily and ways to die and how to make them happen,

Making weapons that could cause more devastation than anything else,

wonder what it would be like to fall off of a cliff and race myself into oblivion,

make bio-weapons,

bio-engineering monsters,

brain surgery and figuring out how to make thought processes work...

what is wrong?
These are not normal.
I laugh at death and feel no fear of death...

[AllThatYouDreamed]

I really fail to see problem with any of this, it's actions that would be a problem. Or if you lose control of your thoughts, and need to be restrained/w.e to be kept from actinog on them.

Biomechanics and bioengineering could be a good field for you though :P

"laughing" at death and/or not being afraid of it really just means sociatal conditioning to fear it hasn't worked on you.

[fenrirdies]

I know how you feel man , sitting up at night thinking of ways to kill. I also think of ways to get rid of bodies your not alone .

[Punk_Kid]

I know what you mean fenrirdies. I can get extrememly violent thoughts and I'll spend the entire day thinking about how to get away with murder, even if I'm at work.

@ Harlequin: I saw the movie Devil's Rejects and for some reason Ive always wanted to die like Rob Zombie does in the end, in a hail of bullets speeding down a road. Quick, sweet and badass.

I know I'm far from "sane" whatever that means anymore.

[TaNei]

I don't think it is a problem, cause some times i do it to. It is just you using your imagination.

Why just you don't think in skinning someone and then dress his skin? XD its just a joke see?

[User Deleted]

I have a friend like this. All it really does is annoy his mom.