you don't know?

[bambino]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VpnuubCJjCU

<3
stay strong beautiful girls
when you feel worthless remember you are priceless

[Amaryllis]

Love this song... Thank you, amber. You made me smile :)

[AppealToReason]

Lyrics may not apply to me, but the song is catchy.
Lol.

[Lethe]

Stupid song, in my opinion. It doesn't even apply to people like me. What a waste of three minutes...

[Magenta]

Stupid song, in my opinion. It doesn't even apply to people like me. What a waste of three minutes...

That's kind of rude to say when Cat was trying to help others. I'm not fond of the song but I appreciate the consideration behind posting it.

Thanks, Bambino. :)

[Lethe]

I'm just putting my opinion in. I'm rather cynical and cold now, I have no reason to be happy or positive anymore. So I apologize for my rudeness I suppose.

[Amaryllis]

Amber's trying to cheer us up. Sure, I don't think I turn heads when I walk through the door but it makes me smile because maybe, just maybe, I'm not as ugly as I think I am. Cause I don't know.

Nobody can help you if you don't want to be helped. You will never be beautiful if you keep believing you are ugly. Let it go, Dee. Your face and body isn't the world. People love me for me. People here see pass your looks. They see deeper within. So let it go.

[bambino]

Oh dear, haven't been on the boards for a while and just saw this.

It's not the best song I appreciate that, but it was more the positive thinking aspect I was going for. I'm sorry you didn't find it helpful.

[Amaryllis]

Oh dear, haven't been on the boards for a while and just saw this.

It's not the best song I appreciate that, but it was more the positive thinking aspect I was going for. I'm sorry you didn't find it helpful.

I found it -very- helpful. It's my pick up song. I'm listening it to it right now. I feel pretty bad but this song never fails to make me smile. Thanks for sharing, amber. True, I don't think I'm -that- beautiful but hey, maybe I am. Maybe someone thinks so :) I love this song.

[bambino]

you're such a sweety faithandtrust <3
haha its just happy and upbeat! my friend [who suffers from ana] sent me it

is that you in your signature? if so- quite.simply.gorgeous
beautys in the eye of the beholder, you're a cutie Z and im really proud of you- you're doing great x

[Amaryllis]

Thanks, amber. And yep, that's me. Gotta make peace with my body sooner or later. Hiding's not gonna do me any good. Maybe I don't have the best body but at least I have boobs and an ass xP

[bambino]

boobs and ass for the win!! you look perfect to me
I'm envious, I can't wait til I actually have some curves
I love the caption btw hehe (:

[Amaryllis]

Don't worry, you'll get there. Right now most of my fat's going to my face and arms but... It'll even out and drop more to my boobs. Hopefully. Haha. Somehow my body looks better without my head attached to it. It actually looks okay. Minus my head. Lol. I don't know if that's bias or if I just have an ugly head.

[bambino]

Z!!! Ugly head ?? So far from it missy. You have a cute face, it can only enhance what you already have -curves and all (:

[Amaryllis]

Thanks so much, amber. Sometimes I wish we could see ourselves from each other's eyes lol. I think you're beautiful and you think I'm cute and yet we both think we're ugly xD Haha, it's kinda funny when you look at it that way. You look beau-ti-ful in your profile pic btw. But really, tons of make-up isn't needed. You're a natural beauty :)

[bambino]

thank you, i was going for Aria from Pretty Little Liars?[its a TV show] She's a little brunette I love her make up. I don't know about natural beauty, I guess I prefer it because I feel more myself. Can't believe i put it on my fb like all my classmates and ..everyone can see it haaa. But it does feel liberating. you inspired me with your natural profile pic [minus some lipgloss hehe] (:

hehe i guess it is quite funny!! if only we could borrow each others eyes for a day. I had to ring my anorexic friend today she was at a festival and was having trouble eating and my friends asked me to talk to her- hope shes doing okay :(

[Amaryllis]

That's so kind of you. She's real lucky to have a friend like you. And yeah, you gotta moisturise your lips. That's my excuse xD Really, you don't need make-up. I gotta say my skin's pretty good though ;) But that's just cause I eat lots haha. You'll have awesome skin soon too!

[bambino]

your skin is very good! hehe its nice to hear you being nice about yourself

i cant wait for mine to get better...just need to make sure im eating more varied stuff and hopefully it will start looking better.

[Lethe]

Some girls are lucky enough not to need makeup. I'm not one of them. Both of you are. Congratulations.

[Amaryllis]

Hun, nothing's wrong with your skin. It's -fine-. Be kind to yourself. Don't be so harsh on you. You're beautiful, amazing and kind. We love you for you inside not the face or body we see. On shallow people judge you by your looks and they ain't worth your time.

And keep up the road to recovery, amber :)

[Lethe]

Hmm. Okay.

[bambino]

You look really pretty in your pictures Lethe. We all believe that you look great. I hope you see that one day.

It's about a lot more than appearance at the end of the day, looks fade but being a positive kind person is forever.

[Lethe]

Appearance matters the most. I've come to realize that now. There's no reason for me to believe I'm beautiful if I'm outcast for being ugly. It's just human nature. Oh well.

[Amaryllis]

I was an outcast for being skinny.

[Lethe]

I'd rather be skinny than fat and ugly. I don't know, maybe I'm stupid or something. I was under the impression that being skinny and beautiful was what society wants and what guys want.

[Amaryllis]

When you're skinny, food and exercise and calories are your top priority. If you think you're obsessed and miserable now, well, it will get worse. People will ridicule, bully, tease and ignore more than they do now.

[Lethe]

No, they won't. They'll realize I've lost weight and maybe they won't be as harsh in their words. Me being 20-30lbs lighter will make me better-looking (although not by much) and therefore it is a good thing.

[Amaryllis]

But when you've lost that much, you'll keep losing more. It's hard to stop, trust me. I never planned on falling to 50 pounds. I just did. I couldn't stop. You will never be beautiful in your eyes until you learn to accept yourself the way you are now.