Cybercode
August 15th, 2011, 06:03 PM
Today in spanish was quite an awkward one. See, there's this girl I have a crush on. Since last year. And I don't really talk to her much. In fact I recall only two times. A few weeks ago she broke up with her BF and she kept posting statuses that kind of worried me. She isn't a suicidal gothic girl. She's one of those nice and always happy brunette cheerleader. And she's got the lips of Rosie Hungtinton Whiteley. (Note to self: I may have a new fetish, big lips) And unlike any of the other "hot" girls at school, she has a nice personality. She's not a (female dog if you know what I mean). She's very nice and very sweet. And she doesn't deserve to be crapped on by unworthy guys. So I messaged her and tried to be the gentleman who comes to her rescue. Of course I waited a week or two to message her, but she seemed really depressed, and even though she barely knows me, I wanted to be the one guy in her life she could trust, but all the while taking it slow. So she said she didn't need help, she just needed time to think things through. So I ended the message by saying that if she ever needs anything I'll be there.
Anyway, so today was the 4th day at school, and the Spanish teacher decided to finally do an exercise to let people walk around and greet each other. But the left half of the class (me) had to walk over and find a partner (her side). Well luck has it that I was the only one left on my side and she was the only one left on her side.
I felt like going over there and finally breaking the ice, but I was too nervous, so I decided to talk to the girl my friend was talking to. He asked why don't I go over there and talk to HER (pointing at the girl I like). so I decided to tell him the situation but by that time, the "exercise" was over. I feel really bad now because no one came up to her. I feel like I let her down and my self down. I keep thinking that she's thinking she's not wanted.
I want to flirt with her and such, I do want a relationship, but I don't think I'm actually ready.
So at the next opritunity should I make the first move?
Anyway, so today was the 4th day at school, and the Spanish teacher decided to finally do an exercise to let people walk around and greet each other. But the left half of the class (me) had to walk over and find a partner (her side). Well luck has it that I was the only one left on my side and she was the only one left on her side.
I felt like going over there and finally breaking the ice, but I was too nervous, so I decided to talk to the girl my friend was talking to. He asked why don't I go over there and talk to HER (pointing at the girl I like). so I decided to tell him the situation but by that time, the "exercise" was over. I feel really bad now because no one came up to her. I feel like I let her down and my self down. I keep thinking that she's thinking she's not wanted.
I want to flirt with her and such, I do want a relationship, but I don't think I'm actually ready.
So at the next opritunity should I make the first move?