loveless420
August 12th, 2011, 01:47 AM
i've started counting calories & obsessing over my weight again. fiance is moving to arizona in a few days & i have to stay here for 6 months without him :/ i'm afraid i'm not good enough for him & he's going to cheat on me again. i just feel numb & scared. i just wish that i was someone other than me. i want to cut, just so i can feel something other than this.