i'm about to relapse.

[judahtics]

it's been a really tough last couple days and i'm about to the point of relapse. i have around a year clean, and i'm not sure i can make it any longer.

[AppealToReason]

Late reply, but how are you holding up atm?

[judahtics]

not real great all. but thanks for the message. it really helped gettin that stuff off my chest.

[Cap'nCrunch]

What are the problem substances in question, if I may ask?

[judahtics]

heroin and methadone

[CaliLax]

dont do it! that 1 year will go to waste! tell you parents, call a friend, what ever! talk to someone tho! heroin and meth will really mess you up!

[judahtics]

wish i had parents to go to, but i don't. my gf is a help though. she's the consistent in my life.

[bobynrobyn]

my addiction all started back with "twinkies & coca cola"
if you have "NO" support group then the results are going to be the same, back to the addiction..... i just finished up another 30 days for "PV"
i get clean for awhile 90 to 120, and i think i have it made, i stop calling my sponcer, quit going to meetings, and start hangen with the wrong crowd again....next thing i know is someone hands me just a bowl of weed , and i think this won't hurt, buuuuuuuuut for a lot of people it won't ! then again me being a druggy.......i'm off and running again !!!!!!!!!

we have to have a support group, and stick with it, OR FUCKING DIE !!!!

you don't have a choice "yay or nay".....it's just NAY !!!!!!

keep stuggeling man ......it's the only way to stay "CLEAN"

bobynrobyn