song of your life right now and why?

[Painted_Indian_Horse]

mine is Beauty From Pain by Superchick. I know a lot of their songs are obvious and cheesy but this one I can replay and it just... fits. It's sad, but motivational cause it talks about the future. I don't want to go into why right now, it's a long story with a lot of explanations and I don't want to bore you. Besides, I don't like complaining. The best way to understand is listening to this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M-GPbYcTDbQ

^ I don't know how to make the video player be in the post :P



The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive but I feel like I've died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I'll wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Here I am at the end of me (at the end of me)
Tryin' to hold to what I can't see (to what I can't see)
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to Your promise
There will be a dawn

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today, someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

just thought I'd share :P
does anybody have a song like this that is their mantra at this moment in time?

[Jimmy Page]

The song "Romeo and Juliet" by Dire Strait is the song thats my life right now cuz its the first time in a very long time that i feel really happy and in love.The funny thing is that this song is also me and my bfs "song" XD

A love-struck Romeo sings the streets a serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made.
Finds a streetlight, steps out of the shade
Says something like, "You and me babe, how about it?"

Juliet says, "Hey, it's Romeo, you nearly gave me a heart attack!"
He's underneath the window, she's singing, "Hey la, my boyfriend's back.
You shouldn't come around here singing up to people like that...
Anyway, what you gonna do about it?"

Juliet, the dice was loaded from the start
And I bet when you exploded into my heart
And I forget I forget the movie song.
When you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

Come up on different streets, they're both the streets of shame.
Both dirty, both mean, yes, in the dream it was just the same
And I dreamed your dream for you and now your dream is real.
How can you look at me as if I was just another one of your deals?

When you can fall for chains of silver,
You can fall for chains of gold,
You can fall for pretty strangers
And the promises they hold.
You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin, yeah!
Now you just say, "Oh Romeo? Yeah, you know I used to have a scene with him".

Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry.
You said, "I love you like the stars above, I'll love you 'til I die".
There's a place for us, you know the movie song.
When you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

I can't do the talk, like the talk on TV
And I can't do a love song, like the way it's meant to be.
I can't do everything, but I'll do anything for you.
I can't do anything, 'cept be in love with you!
And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be.
All I do is keep the beat... and bad company.
Now all I do is kiss you through the bars of a rhyme,
Juliet, I'd do the stars with you any time!

Juliet, when we made love you used to cry.
You said, "I love you like the stars above, I'll love you 'til I die".
There's a place for us, you know the movie song.
When you gonna realize it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

And a love-struck Romeo sings a street-suss serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Finds a convenient streetlight, steps out of the shade
He says something like, "You and me babe, how about it?"

You and me babe, how about it?

[AppealToReason]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ML27kyhRDcU

I can't stop listening to it, lol.

[EarthToBryan]

4 minutes 33 seconds, such a pretty song. Perfectly describes my whole life so far.

[DoctorNewbie]

Coldplay -- The Scientist

It runs through my head non-stop.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

[bambino]

Tiny vessels by Death cab for cute

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADa7n1fM12g&feature=bf_next&list=WLC3F64D3A8E433347&index=4

this is the moment that you know, that you told that you loved her- but you don't
touch her skin and then you think that she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me

[Dark_Desires]

yoko kanno iner universe something so beautyfull about the song to me :D
i only understand half the song and yoko herself said she wanted to bring beauty or something close

Angeli i demoni kruzhili nado mnoj
Rassekali ternii i mlechnye puti
Ne znaet schast'ya tol'ko tot
Kto ego zova ponyat ne smog

Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, Aeria gloris
Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, aeria gloris

I am calling, calling now
Spirits rise and falling
S toboi ostatsa dol'she
Calling, calling, in the depth of longing
S toboi ostat'sya dol'she

Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, aeria gloris
Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, aeria gloris

Stand alone . . . Where was life when it had a meaning . . .
Stand alone . . . Nothing's real anymore and . . .

Beskoneshnyj beg . . .
Poka zhiva, ya mogu starat'sya na letu ne upast'
Ne razuchit'sya mechtat' . . . lyubit' . . .
. . . Beskoneshnyj beg . . .

Calling, calling, for the place of knowing
There's more than what can be linked
Calling, calling now, never will I look away
For what life has left for me

Yearning, yearning, for what's left of loving
S toboi ostat'sya dol'she
Calling, calling now, spirits rise and falling
S oboi ostat'sya dol'she
Calling, calling, in the depth of longing
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she . . .

Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, Aeria gloris
Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, aeria gloris

((Translation))
Angels and demons were circling above me
Cutting thorns and Milky Way
Don't know happiness from
Who knew it but couldn't give it

Watch in awe
Watch in awe
Aeria gloris
Aeria gloris

Watch in awe
Watch in awe
Aeria gloris
Aeria gloris

I am calling, calling now
Spirits rise and falling
To stay with you longer
Calling, calling in the depth of longing
To stay with you longer

Watch in awe
Watch in awe
Aeria gloris
Aeria gloris

Stand alone . . . Where was life when it had a meaning . . .
Stand alone . . . Nothing's real anymore and . . .

Neverendless run
While I'm alive, I can try to fall in flight
Not to forget how to dream... to love
Neverendless run

Calling, calling, for the place of knowing
There's more than what can be linked
Calling, calling now, never will I look away
For what life has left for me

Yearning, yearning, for what's left of loving
To stay with you longer
Calling, calling now, spirits rise and falling
S oboi ostat'sya dol'she
Calling, calling, in the depth of longing
Soboj ostat'sya dol'she . . .

Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, Aeria gloris
Nalybuites' nalyubuites
Aeria gloris, aeria gloris

[TrAnSMaN09]

Consider Me Gone.... By Reba

Every time I turn the conversation
To something deeper than the weather
I can feel you always shuttin' down
And when I need an explanation for the silence
You just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now

What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear
We're at a crossroads here

If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If I'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this
Then I guess, we're done, let's not drag this on
Consider me gone

With you I've always been wide open
Like a window or an ocean
There is nothing I've ever tried to hide
So when you leave me not knowin' where you're goin'
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/r/reba-mcEntire-lyrics/consider-me-gone-lyrics.html)
I start thinkin' that we're lookin', we're lookin' at goodbye

How about a strong shot of honesty?
Don't you owe that to me?

If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If I'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this
Then I guess, we're done, let's not drag this on
Consider me gone

Consider me a memory, consider me the past
Consider me a smile in an old photograph
Someone who used to make you laugh

If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If I'm not that arrow to the heart of you
Then I guess, we're done, let's not drag this on
Consider me gone, consider me gone
Consider me gone, just consider me gone

[Bath]

Heartsrevolution - Digital Suicide Lullaby

Sonic youth with sonic dreams, suicidal tendencies
Sonic youth with sonic dreams, suicidal tendencies

I left a trail of pills to find my broken heart in your lost mind
I used to want to ride for two live crew now I do it all for you

Catch me in the middle of the night
With dreams so fierce I hold you tight
It's the very thing that I'm out to love
And I hate this game and I wanna get off tonight
Stop the world, s-s-s-s-stop the world, stop the world
I wanna get off

Sonic youth in your tears, sonic youth in your fears
Sonic youth with sonic dreams and suicidal tendencies

[HeeyThere]

Stand up - Jessie J [:
i think its i nice song to just chill out too ans the meaning behind it is so nice [: haha

[AltoVaughn]

The Lonely - Christina Perri

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HO4e4nCYBEo

[Infidelitas]

Don McLean -- American Pie

A long, long time ago...
I can still remember
How that music used to make me smile.
And I knew if I had my chance
That I could make those people dance
And, maybe, they’d be happy for a while.

But february made me shiver
With every paper I’d deliver.
Bad news on the doorstep;
I couldn’t take one more step.

I can’t remember if I cried
When I read about his widowed bride,
But something touched me deep inside
The day the music died.

So bye-bye, miss american pie.
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Did you write the book of love,
And do you have faith in God above,
If the Bible tells you so?
Do you believe in rock ’n roll,
Can music save your mortal soul,
And can you teach me how to dance real slow?

Well, I know that you’re in love with him
`cause I saw you dancin’ in the gym.
You both kicked off your shoes.
Man, I dig those rhythm and blues.

I was a lonely teenage broncin’ buck
With a pink carnation and a pickup truck,
But I knew I was out of luck
The day the music died.

I started singin’,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Now for ten years we’ve been on our own
And moss grows fat on a rollin’ stone,
But that’s not how it used to be.
When the jester sang for the king and queen,
In a coat he borrowed from james dean
And a voice that came from you and me,

Oh, and while the king was looking down,
The jester stole his thorny crown.
The courtroom was adjourned;
No verdict was returned.
And while lennon read a book of marx,
The quartet practiced in the park,
And we sang dirges in the dark
The day the music died.

We were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Helter skelter in a summer swelter.
The birds flew off with a fallout shelter,
Eight miles high and falling fast.
It landed foul on the grass.
The players tried for a forward pass,
With the jester on the sidelines in a cast.

Now the half-time air was sweet perfume
While the sergeants played a marching tune.
We all got up to dance,
Oh, but we never got the chance!
`cause the players tried to take the field;
The marching band refused to yield.
Do you recall what was revealed
The day the music died?

We started singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

Oh, and there we were all in one place,
A generation lost in space
With no time left to start again.
So come on: jack be nimble, jack be quick!
Jack flash sat on a candlestick
Cause fire is the devil’s only friend.

Oh, and as I watched him on the stage
My hands were clenched in fists of rage.
No angel born in hell
Could break that satan’s spell.
And as the flames climbed high into the night
To light the sacrificial rite,
I saw satan laughing with delight
The day the music died

He was singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
And singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

I met a girl who sang the blues
And I asked her for some happy news,
But she just smiled and turned away.
I went down to the sacred store
Where I’d heard the music years before,
But the man there said the music wouldn’t play.

And in the streets: the children screamed,
The lovers cried, and the poets dreamed.
But not a word was spoken;
The church bells all were broken.
And the three men I admire most:
The father, son, and the holy ghost,
They caught the last train for the coast
The day the music died.

And they were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
And them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die.
"this’ll be the day that I die."

They were singing,
"bye-bye, miss american pie."
Drove my chevy to the levee,
But the levee was dry.
Them good old boys were drinkin’ whiskey and rye
Singin’, "this’ll be the day that I die."

This was my Grandfather's favourite song. Two months ago, I couldn't listen to this with out self harm. Something clicked while listening to it. My Grandfather wouldn't want that.

[fenrirdies]

Breaking the habit Linkin Park perfect if I'm happy sad or mad

[Amaryllis]

Bullet by Hollywood Undead.

Thanks, Michael :)

[Iris]

"Reflection," song by Lea Salonga in Mulan (my favorite Disney movie).

Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride
Or a perfect daughter
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see
That if I were truly to be myself
I would break my fam'ly's heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight
Back at me?
Why is my reflection someone
I don't know?
Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am
Though I've tried
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

This song is me right now. Even the "bride" part, though I'm not quite up to that yet :whoops:. On the outside I pretty much act and dress the way my ultra-religious, oppressive society asks me too. But that's not me at all, and sometimes the real me slips out and causes problems for myself. The real me is my family's dirty little secret.

[Love.Hate]

Probably Jessie J- who you are. Because it's all about me trying to accept who you are, for who you are. Not what you want to be, trying to look beyond the imperfections.

[SadAngel]

This is how you remind me by nickelback

[DoctorWho]

Thanks for the memories-Fall out boy

[passport]

SAY GOODBYE BYE CHRIS BROWN reminds of my ex :'(

[Painted_Indian_Horse]

my new one is I'm in Here by Sia. She rocks :D

[steve14]

Better Days - Goo Goo Dolls <3
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls<3

[Doc. Crane .-.]

Make it stop (septembers children) by Rise Against.

[Sebastian Michaelis]

Not really of my life, but the one I'm hooked to.

The Flaming Lips - Do You Realize??

http://www.metacafe.com/watch/mu-610039/t_in_the_park_interview_2007_my_chemical_romance_music_video/?source=playlist

[Amaryllis]

Gives you hell by all American rejects

[Bath]

Nicki Minaj Ft. Rihanna - Fly

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly, to fly

I wished a day that will rain all day
Maybe that kinda make the pain go away
Trying to forgive you for abandoning me
Praying but I think I’m still an angel away
Angel away, get strange in a way
Maybe that is why I chase the strangers away
They got their guns out aiming at me
But I’ll be coming near when they’re aiming at me
Me, me, me against them, me against enemies, me against friends
Somehow they both seem to become one,
A sea full of sharks and they all smell blood
They start coming and I start rising
Must be surprising, I’m just a margin
I win, thrive, soar, higher, higher, move

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly, to fly

Everybody wanna try to box in
Suffocating every time they lock me in
Paying their own pictures then they crop me in
But I will remain where the top begins
Cause I am not a word, I am not a line
I am not a girl that can ever be defined
I am not fly, I am levitation
I represent an entire generation
I hear the criticism loud and clear, that is how I know that the time is near
And you become alive in the times of fear
And I ain’t got no motherfucker time to spare
Cry my eyes out for days upon days
Such a heavy burden placed upon me,
But when you go hard, your nays become yays
Yankee Stadium with Jays and Kanyes.

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly, to fly

Get ready for it, get ready for it, get ready for it
I came to win X 2

I came to win, to fight, to conquer, to thrive
I came to win, to survive, to prosper, to rise
To fly, to fly

[TrAnSMaN09]

Take It All lyrics
Featuring: Adele

Didn't I give it all?
Tried my best,
Gave you everything I had,
Everything and no less,
Didn't I do it right?
Did I let you down?

Maybe you got too use to,
Having me around,
Still, how can you walk away,
From my tears?
It's gonna be an empty road,
Without me right here,

But go on and take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love,

Maybe I should leave,
To help you see,
Nothing is better than this,
And this is everything we need,
So is it over?
Is this really it?
You're giving up so easily,
[. From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/adele-lyrics/take-it-all-lyrics.html .]
I thought you loved me more than this,

But go on, go on and take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love,

I will change if I must,
Slow it down and bring it home,
I will adjust,
Oh, if only,
If only you knew,
Everything I do,
Is for you,

But go on, go on and take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it,
Take it all with you,
Don't look back,
At this crumbling fool,
Just take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love,
Take it all,
With my love.

[PoseidonX43]

never surrender- skillet. i wanna surrender but i cant i keep fighting it, this song helps me sometimes, like atm

[SilentKillah]

Chasin Cars - Snow Patrol. Its just how my life is right now. Wanting to get away from the world with no distractions and just be with Claire.

[sammy1996]

Lisa Mitchell - Neopolitan Dreams

[LittlePaperStars]

Well...I have lots xD

Never Too Late- Three Days Grace
Last Resort- Papa Roach
21 Guns- Green Day
When She Cries- Britt Nicole
Breaking The Habit- Linkin Park
Numb- Linkin Park
By Myself- Linkin Park

[FuzzyLittleNightmare]

Cut - Plumb

[Jimmy Page]

Oompa till you die-kaizers

[BOBBY HILL]

this song called "the music section" its pretty good go check it out

[IcarusLives]

Racecar by Periphery

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zvnQH3edSnw&fmt=18

Freedom beyond our control
Partition, they break out in endless stride
I'm on the floor in travail
Faithful days fall
Memories hold
Free my soul

Seeking within
The curtain call
Fleeing our fate
Every step now recalled
Down the drive
Staying so close
Retraction weighs my soul

We are thunder
We are all the space in tow
Now again
This happening

My handle is honest calculation
Free of the pain
Seeking the glow
We both need it so

Time will give way
Time will formulate

Seeking within
The curtain call
Fleeing our fate
Every step recalled
Don't deny
Staying so close
Creation is our goal

We haven't lost our sight
These memories ignite
Now have we lost our way?
We're taking back all that we know

Discretion, the only thing that made me incomplete
Cast the sail, just to spin this fate

Cross the empty sect in flight
Pleasant memories
Redefined all that's left
The sound, it makes me scream

I can hear your voice at night
(Your light lost in a waking dream within)

Freedom is not of control
Endless the chase, pushing through
I'm so engulfed
Falling to strain, but I still persist

All that we've never seen
Follow the light

I'd like to paint this tapestry
With our blood
To represent the symmetry
Following the sickened results of possibility
Refuse the violent source and pain that made you
Left to deny that it will change with no solitude

Let us take this train
Leaving form, stretching far beyond what I can see
Chasing the race
Left to compete

My revelation
Reaction creates the fall
Realize
These are broken words

Shattered thoughts amend
See beyond the only present road
Just let go

Counsel to ascend
See beyond the only present hold
Let go
Cannot comprehend
Leave it all to find a moments love
I am

Working to be
Complete
No more adversity
Growing consciously

My revelation
Reaction creates the fall
Realize
These are broken words

Rising on my own
Sage advice, embrace wisdom
Hang the past and take the helm
Fashion a new future to live

In your flame
I see regret

I've awakened
To feel a piece of distant past's harmony
How could I not see
Possibilities and unlimited passion
Hello luminescent being
Walking outside of my last identity
Celebrate
For in the end
We will meet in equality

Seeking within
The curtain call
Fleeing our fate
Every step evolved
I see light (in you)
I see light
I see light
(I see light in your eyes)

[EarthToBryan]

Hurt-by Johnny Cash

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

[LittlePaperStars]

Never Too Late- Three Days Grace

It's never too late to start over.

[bambino]

sleeping sickness by city and colour <3


now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be
and im breaking down
i think im breaking down

and im afraid to sleep because of what haunts me
so just, living with the uncertainity
that i'll never find the words that would completely explain
just how i'm breaking down

someone come and someone come and save me
my life ,
i'll sleep when i'm dead but right now its like a knife in my side
could it be this misery will suffice?

perfect madness haunts my soul

[aperson444]

Creep - Radiohead

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice when I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell I'm doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out
She runs runs runs

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here


Song of my fucking life.

[Koffing]

Mine is Someone like you by Adele. I really like the song, though I never had a relationchip with someone :(
But it makes me emotionally and it's just a great song!

[IcarusLives]

Periphery - Jetpacks Was Yes

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVx6HcS5Pho&feature=channel_video_title&fmt=18

These walls of time release
My eyes move like the drift
The cries, they resonate within
The fabric tears before me break ties between the kin

Reaching for a way out of this dream
I waste my breath ascending
Fears lead me astray
The past brings them to be
What's left to carry me...

But a memory
The dream endures these lies
Forever at the edge left surviving alone

What's left as I wander
I've found a world where I am free
Inside that which is truth

The ground upon which I have grown is not the same
The fears they've fallen away
What of this illusion I've come to know?
It's not the same
Holding back the distant memories
Presently I've found I am not alone
In a world of infinity sewn

I reach for a way out of this
(Reaching for a way out of this dream)
I waste life like it's nothing but a fantasy
(I waste my breath ascending)
Fears lead me astray
The past brings them to be
Whats left to carry me

Perceive beyond the seam
A soul evolves as one

[Skyhawk]

My Immortal, Evanescence. Listened to it for 11 hours straight the other day. Still not old.
These are the Mystary EP lyrics (my fave), I bolded my favorite of the favorite lines.

I'm so tired of being here,
Surprised by all of my childish fear
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your prescence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone!

These wounds won't seem to heal,
This pain is just to real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I held your hand through all of these years
When you still had,
All of me.

You used to captivate me,
By your resignating light
Now I'm bound by the knife you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams,
Your voice had chased away all of the (?)subtlety(?) in me,

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real,
There's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you screamed I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I held your hand through all of years,
When you still had, all of me!

I've tried so hard to tell myself that your gone,
But though your still with me,
I've been all (?)alone alone(couldn't decipher that bit)

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears,
And I held your hand through all these years
When you still had, all of me------------oh....

Me...............oooooh.
Me...............oooooh.

[IcarusLives]

Nevermind although I can't delete...

[DoctorNewbie]

Fix You -- Cildplay

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

[IcarusLives]

Tyler the Creator - Bastard

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PFTLouiUFjI&fmt=18

[Dr. TC]
Well, Tyler, hi, I'm Dr. TC, and um, I'm guessing
That your teacher sent you here to talk cause you were misbehaving
Um, it's gonna be three sessions, today, tomorrow, Wednesday
So, just tell me something about yourself
Well look, if you don't talk, I mean these sessions are going to go slower

[Verse 1]
This is what the devil plays before he goes to sleep
Some food for thought, this food for death, go ahead and fucking eat
My father's dead, well I don't know, we'll never fucking meet
I cut my wrist and play piano cause I'm so depressed
Somebody call the pastor, this bastard is so possessed
This meeting just begun, nigga I'm Satan's son

[Verse 2]
My mother raised me a single parent so it's apparent
That I got love for my mother, none of you other fuckers
Are much important I'm getting angrier while recording
I'm feeling like the Bulls, I've got a Gang of Wolves
Is children that's fucked up in they mental
Simple but probably not, fuck them

[Verse 4]
I go from AP to JC inside a fucking week
Waking up with random girls like "Yo, bitch, how the fuck we meet?"
I stay with grandma, she always bitching about her carpet
Every time I walk inside the house, she always tend to start shit
No to drugs I never spark it, I used to be bullied for honor classes
By those that were slow as molasses, take this shit to school

[Verse 5]
Raquel treat me like my father like a fucking stranger
She still don't know I made Sarah to strangle her
Not put her in danger and chop her up in the back of a Wrangler
All because she said no to homecoming, demons running
Inside my head telling me evil thoughts
I'm the dream catcher but nothing but nightmares I caught, go to sleep

[Verse 6]
I wear green hats because I'm fortunately lucky
Fuck me the monster said, somehow the monster's dead
Inside of me, but the thoughts it tells me are still evil
With this state of mind, big moves, Max Keeble
I'm on my grind feeble, my music is evil
My fucking samples are too illegal, play this shit in church

[Verse 7]
He died (I'm so sorry) No bitch, don't even fucking bother
I wanted a brother my mother I told her
But instead I got a sister, just like me with her mister nada
So both of our imaginations are creations of the fucking situation
That's having our brains racing like dating, wearing some fucking Heelies

[Verse 8]
I know you fucking feel me, I want to fucking kill me
But times I'm so serious you think I'm silly
I'm doing Big Style Willy couldn't touch 11
Seven, what's religion nigga? I am legend
I roll with skaters and musicians with an intuition

When they have kids they haven't seen in years, impressing their peers
With the same problem, the only way to solve them
Is to go to Father's Day convention with a gold revolver
Life's a salad, I'm a toss it, eat that shit up, Rick Ross it
Shit it out, bag it up, sell it, I'm so damn rebellious
Cause my mother let me do what I want
She wasn't careless, protective she is the bear
The shit is so bare, my diary isn't hid
My father didn't give a fuck, so it's something I inherit
My mom is all I have so it's never meet the parents
When Danielle or Milan decide to fucking share
This confused boy, I wanna hug, hoy, I’m bad for you kids to listen to
Soy is not the choice, I'm bad milk, drink it

[Interlude: Dr. TC]
Whoa, umm, it seems you had a lot to say
Uh, who knows I might feel as I'm evaluating

[Verse 9]
My wrist is all red from the cutter
Dripping cold blood like the winter, the summer
Is never that's equivalent to me and Sarah
Well that's not her fucking name, but I think this shit is clever
My niggas wanna know if I'm fucking, if I'm kissing
But I'm sitting here downing beers simply just wishing
With a tear they try to tell me but I never listen
Cause I don't give a shit like sitting down pissing
Eighteen, still talking to imaginaries
Hopefully they see the talent I carry just like Jimmy
Losers can never win me, you can never offend me
My goal in life is a Grammy, hopefully momma will attend the
Ceremony with all my homies, I'm suicidal
This my Zombie Circus, I hope the majors heard this
Fuck a deal, I just want my father's email
So I can tell him how much I fucking hate him in detail

[Outro: Dr. TC]
Wow, umm, so Tyler if you had the chance to tell him something
What would you tell him?


Or something along the lines of that. Left in the stuff that actually makes sense to my situation, deleted the rest of it.

[SinisterMystery]

I Miss You - Blink-182
It's a lovely song that makes me feel better.
Don't Stop Believing - Glee
It's a wonderful feel good song.
Saviour - Black Veil Brides
It never fails to make me realise that I'm not alone, and that I can be saved.