I hope I see death soon

[HeartCoreHannah]

Fuuuuuckkkkkk, my arm hurts. I failed again. I'm dizzy. I hate this. I hate me. I hate my life. I hate everything. Why am I even still alive? Ugghh, I pray I don't wake up tomorrow morning.

[music is my soul]

Hey dont think lik that. I dont want to go all wierd and religous on ya but ur here for a reason and He will take you wen ur time comes. For now you push through and hey if you need to ask some people for help.

[HeartCoreHannah]

Ehh, I disagree. But thanks for trying to help.

[music is my soul]

If u need to talk im here just pm me sometime.

[HeartCoreHannah]

Thanks, I will. And same goes for you. Do you care if I add you?

[music is my soul]

No no go ahead i dont care

[Veto]

Fuuuuuckkkkkk, my arm hurts. I failed again. I'm dizzy. I hate this. I hate me. I hate my life. I hate everything. Why am I even still alive? Ugghh, I pray I don't wake up tomorrow morning.
i dont wanna wake up ether yet i do

[dontcare97]

It's not about waking up, it's about pushing through. Don't let them win, be stronger than anyone ever thought. Dying won't solve anything, just make a lot of people sad. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

[Upintheair]

Hannah, your so much better than the things that are bringing you down. You need to realize how much your worth, and that dying wont solve anything. You cant let the people bringing you down win the fight. Show them who is better, and ho is stronger. Keep your head up!

[nahtE]

The feeling that your own blood is poison that it is the personification of life's problems bottled up ready to be released. I know how it is I feel that way most of the time...ever since I was three. Long story. What is it whats your story. I am asking because I think this is a place to help a place to listen and I am willing to share my experiences together.

[judahtics]

eat some mac n cheese. that makes everything better

[HeartCoreHannah]

The feeling that your own blood is poison that it is the personification of life's problems bottled up ready to be released. I know how it is I feel that way most of the time...ever since I was three. Long story. What is it whats your story. I am asking because I think this is a place to help a place to listen and I am willing to share my experiences together.

I'll PM you and explain everything if that's okay?

eat some mac n cheese. that makes everything better

It doesn't make everything better when you have an ED.

It's not about waking up, it's about pushing through. Don't let them win, be stronger than anyone ever thought. Dying won't solve anything, just make a lot of people sad. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here.

I honestly don't think anyone would be sad. Maybe my mom, and only for a few days if that. She has my three other brothers she could replace me with.

Hannah, your so much better than the things that are bringing you down. You need to realize how much your worth, and that dying wont solve anything. You cant let the people bringing you down win the fight. Show them who is better, and ho is stronger. Keep your head up!

But all these people have already won and they know it. I was committed into the hospital in May due to all these people and they know it. It's just so hard, I don't know what to do anymore. But thanks for your encouraging words. (:

[bambino]

Hannah, honey, I know how you're feeling. Right now- I want to kill myself. I really just wish I was fucking dead. I am numb. I don't feel connected to anyone or the world. I feel alone.
However, I am hanging on because I know this feeling will pass.
It will pass for you too, it always does. Depression is a cloud, it's not permanent, when it clears you'll feel the sun again. I know it doesn't seem like it will happen. But it will I promise you. It does pass, and when you feel alive again you realize it was worth pulling through.

Antidepressants really help me, I think you should try them if you're not on any medication already.

[HeartCoreHannah]

for goodness sake veto, don't advise her or condone suicide.

Hannah, honey, I know how you're feeling. Right now- I want to kill myself. I really just wish I was fucking dead. I am numb. I don't feel connected to anyone or the world. I feel alone.
However, I am hanging on because I know this feeling will pass.
It will pass for you too, it always does. Depression is a cloud, it's not permanent, when it clears you'll feel the sun again. I know it doesn't seem like it will happen. But it will I promise you. It does pass, and when you feel alive again you realize it was worth pulling through.

Antidepressants really help me, I think you should try them if you're not on any medication already.

I'm on Prozac right now. Which they have helped a great deal. But it's made my suicidal thoughts a lot worse. And it's driving me insane. I'm to the point, I don't think things will ever get better. I don't think there will ever be light at the end of the tunnel. I'm at my ending point.. I'm ready to give up.

[anonymous53]

I'm on Prozac right now. Which they have helped a great deal. But it's made my suicidal thoughts a lot worse. And it's driving me insane. I'm to the point, I don't think things will ever get better. I don't think there will ever be light at the end of the tunnel. I'm at my ending point.. I'm ready to give up.



Actually, pills work very well. If you take the right ones and the right amount. But I'm not only going to take pills, I was also planning on taking a chemical that I have around my house. I've done research on it, and once you ingest it, you're dead. There's no saving you after that. And I know cutting isn't the best way to do it. I don't plan on killing myself with cutting....

Alright. First is first. Ignore Veto. Just ignore them. Suicide is not an option.

You've seen those advertisements for Prozac, Lexapro or any other antidepressant correct? If they increase your thoughts of suicide you Need to tell your doctor. So tell them right now, pick up the phone and get help in any way you can. As Kathy would say suicide is "A permanent solution to a temporary problem" Tell your parents, anyone. No more suicide attempts please Hannah. It's not worth it at all.

[Magenta]

Hannah, have you considered seeing a therapist or some sort of professional help again? Suicide is not a solution to problems. You're going to hear this from a lot of us. As I said on another thread:

Strength cannot exist without weakness for without it, there would be nothing to be strong against. Admitting a weakness is not admitting defeat, it's proving you have the strength to battle it.

[HeartCoreHannah]

Alright. First is first. Ignore Veto. Just ignore them. Suicide is not an option.

You've seen those advertisements for Prozac, Lexapro or any other antidepressant correct? If they increase your thoughts of suicide you Need to tell your doctor. So tell them right now, pick up the phone and get help in any way you can. As Kathy would say suicide is "A permanent solution to a temporary problem" Tell your parents, anyone. No more suicide attempts please Hannah. It's not worth it at all.

My doctors, Psychologist, and my psychiatrist knows. I've told them a million times and so has my mom. They keep upping my dose and the next time I go, he said he was putting me on Abilify too. He says it will even out my thoughts.

Hannah, have you considered seeing a therapist or some sort of professional help again? Suicide is not a solution to problems. You're going to hear this from a lot of us. As I said on another thread:

Strength cannot exist without weakness for without it, there would be nothing to be strong against. Admitting a weakness is not admitting defeat, it's proving you have the strength to battle it.

I'm going to a psychologist and a psychiatrist at the moment. Both once a week. And I realize admitting weakness doesn't mean defeat. But it sure does feel like it.

[SilenceForSilence]

I was on abilify. It works probably, but it makes you EXTREMELY tired. I recommend it though if you need help fast. You'll be ok, I know it. You can talk to me anytime you need.

[HeartCoreHannah]

I was on abilify. It works probably, but it makes you EXTREMELY tired. I recommend it though if you need help fast. You'll be ok, I know it. You can talk to me anytime you need.

I'm on sleeping medication, so maybe if won't? I don't know.. But thanks. I will if I ever need someone to talk to.