Urge

[loveless420]

i haven't cut in awhile, but i recently found out my fiance was cheating on me & i don't know how to deal with it. I am so hurt & i just want a way to escape & not feel it anymore. i don't want to sound like some dramatic teenager, but i just don't know what to do or how to stop it from hurting so much. i want to cut, i feel the urge to cut. i haven't felt the need in awhile & i don't know if i can control it.

[judahtics]

fight fight fight. don't do it. you'll get through it. i know that's cliche, but it's the truth. you can do just dig deep!

[loveless420]

it's hard, i'm doing the best i can to not fall into the temptation.

[judahtics]

find something to do. draw a picture of a moose.

[loveless420]

haha if i could draw. i'm just trying to calm down.

[judahtics]

draw a moose anyway, even though you can't draw, who cares! it's your moose and no one else's lol.

[loveless420]

i am actually going to draw a mooose. & he will be purple.

[judahtics]

that's awesome! can i see it when you're done? like can you post it here?

[loveless420]

i will! :)

[judahtics]

you are amazing. can't wait to see it!

[loveless420]

moose!

[judahtics]

that is too awesome. you feeling any better?

[loveless420]

a little bit. i am to the point that the urge isn't so strong that it's out of control.

[judahtics]

how about you draw me . . . a a a a a . . . flying blue butt baboon

[loveless420]

sounds like a challenge! & it is accepted!

[judahtics]

sounds good. i'm waiting to see it.