Depressed about life

[Curse.depressed]

This past month i have been more depressed then i ever was in my life..
First everybody hates me , calls me bad words etc. and this week my mother got a devorce with my father for child abuse after all these years and now he threthens to kill me... :confused:
I dont know what to do .. at some points in my life i want to commit Suicide.. even more depressing is that i dumped my girlfriend last year for no reason... and now i cant take her back because she dosent want to talk to me or see me...

I'm considering ending my life if things dont get any better.

[Amaryllis]

You are your own worst enemy. No one can bring you down without your consent. But the hate comes strongest from you.

Do you want to get better? Do you want to be happy? Because if you do, that's all you need. Nobody can carry you all the way up the escalator. We can help by trying to pull the demons off of you but we can't if you're holding onto them. Shake them off and run up those steps. And remember you are never alone. We're here.

Love,
Faith And Trust

[Curse.depressed]

Thank you i feel like im gonna change my life and start fitness and bodybuilding :P and for my dad he is gonna get a restraining order so if he comes close he will get in jail for 2-7 years.. i hope this works :)

[Amaryllis]

I'm happy for you. I hope he never gets to you. Don't lose faith and learn to trust. I'm a hypocrite but I'm trying. And that's all that matters.

Love,
Faith And Trust

[judahtics]

good luck on that protective order, it's not exactly easy to obtain them on word against word if there has been no reported physical violence.