Slowly getting sadder O_O

[MyRedHeadWorld]

I post way to much on this site xD
and sorry if I have spelling mistakes xD

Ok. so I havnt cut for months, I havnt tryed to kill myself for months, Ive been happyish, But now, I can slowly feel myself slipping back into old habbits! Im having those suiccidle thoughts again, and the feeling I use to get when I wanted to cut myself. I smile when Im sad, and Im starting to feel more and more depresed! Its also making my OCD act up more then usal :S I feel like I have no one left in the world who cares about me, as usally I feel secound best to everyone. I sound a like melodramatic, But yeah. I just wonderd if anyone had advice to make sure i didnt go back to my old habits :S

[Upintheair]

Im really sorry things arent going well for you! My advice would be to find something your really passionate about! Like art, sports, music etc. Find what you like, and every time you have an urge to cut or you feel really down, do the activity that you like. Its worked for me really well! i hope this helps!

[XxMurderedKissesxX]

This has happened to me three times! Try to surround urself in things that make u happy. Go out with friends,grab ur fav movie and rent a pizza or whatever. If u get upset,vent,in a healthy way,like painting,writing,music,ext. Remember all the good things in life,the beauty of nature,the endless possibilities for urself,all the things that make u smile. : ) If u dont let urself fall back into that state,u wont.