Saosin
August 7th, 2011, 01:19 AM
I have the absolute hardest time getting motivated towards school.
I cannot seem to get organized.
Keep Organized.
Stay motivated to work on assignments.
I know that I am actually an intelligent person.
I just can't seem to force myself to work.
I could easily have all A's, but instead I have a 2.0 GPA.
It's so frustrating. I know I can do better but I still never take action and keep to my plan to do better. I truly hate myself for it. I wish that I would've taken the time to do better in high school. Instead, I'm stuck going to a local CC and then a local university. I have no clue what I want to do in life and have little to no opportunities for secondary education because I decided to procrastinate. F*ck me.
Update: I have somewhat realized that when it comes to me actually taking a step in the right direction I have to be independent.
Such as scouts, I was given the chance to slack off and do whatever but eventually I decided to work towards my goal.
I feel that with high school it isn't really up to me whether or not I go. So I have a very hard time working towards improvement.
Thanks for the feedback :)
I just don't get why I have such a hard time with school.
SPOILER: NERD TALk
So, ever since I was about 7 I was put into cub scouts. Went all the way through weblos and crossed over into a troop. I was bad about working on rank advancement for about 3 years. All of my friends quickly surpassed me and that was motivation. I quickly worked towards my goal and got Life Scout within a a year. Jumped 3 ranks. The next year I set to get the rank of Eagle. I set deadlines. worked my ass off, and got it done.
WHY CAN I NOT FOCUS THAT KIND OF EFFORT ON SCHOOL? I DON'T GET IT.
not really sure where this post is headed...
Just venting.
But if any of you have had the same issues, what advice would you give?
I cannot seem to get organized.
Keep Organized.
Stay motivated to work on assignments.
I know that I am actually an intelligent person.
I just can't seem to force myself to work.
I could easily have all A's, but instead I have a 2.0 GPA.
It's so frustrating. I know I can do better but I still never take action and keep to my plan to do better. I truly hate myself for it. I wish that I would've taken the time to do better in high school. Instead, I'm stuck going to a local CC and then a local university. I have no clue what I want to do in life and have little to no opportunities for secondary education because I decided to procrastinate. F*ck me.
Update: I have somewhat realized that when it comes to me actually taking a step in the right direction I have to be independent.
Such as scouts, I was given the chance to slack off and do whatever but eventually I decided to work towards my goal.
I feel that with high school it isn't really up to me whether or not I go. So I have a very hard time working towards improvement.
Thanks for the feedback :)
I just don't get why I have such a hard time with school.
SPOILER: NERD TALk
So, ever since I was about 7 I was put into cub scouts. Went all the way through weblos and crossed over into a troop. I was bad about working on rank advancement for about 3 years. All of my friends quickly surpassed me and that was motivation. I quickly worked towards my goal and got Life Scout within a a year. Jumped 3 ranks. The next year I set to get the rank of Eagle. I set deadlines. worked my ass off, and got it done.
WHY CAN I NOT FOCUS THAT KIND OF EFFORT ON SCHOOL? I DON'T GET IT.
not really sure where this post is headed...
Just venting.
But if any of you have had the same issues, what advice would you give?