I dont know wat i have, can u help?

[Bi-Girl01]

Ok

i can get sooo moody, happy one minute then da smallest thing can turn me bad bad bad
wen i get like that i say to my best friend that she can leave and i dont care if she does
i hurt myself (minor)
i cry a lot, anyhtign sets me off
my pms is bad, worse than i think if shud b
i'm just...i dont c anythign good sometimes, and god

i jsut feel like a failure alot.

i think its that depressionsal desease bit i dunno... sometimes i get so mad i jsut wanna *throttling gesture* or *suicide gesture*

heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelp :'(:(

[thesphinx]

sounds like bipolor disorder, do you have extreme highs and extreme lows like very quickly?
im a little bit bipolor.
deffinetly sounds like bipolor though
I would go to a docter you can get meds to treat it.
you dont have to live like that,

[Bi-Girl01]

yeah, my friend reckons its lie i have a split personality, cos one time i can hate ehr then a few minutes later i adore her again ^,^

is that like bi-polar then 4 sure?

[Underground_Network]

Yeah, thats very much like bi-polar. But we can't diagnose you, so to know for sure you'd have to go to a doctor, and they're not always 100% accurate on their diagnosis, so you may want to go to more than one doctor, unless the first doctor makes a without-a-doubt decision. You most likely have bi-polar, but it could be something else.

[Bi-Girl01]

ooohhhhhhh oki, well, i'm not all for...being open about my problems to my parents, neither of them know bout any of my problems, they jsut thin i have mood swings.

[thesphinx]

if you are not comfortable with your parents knowing this then go to the docter alone. but you will need them to get medicine for you if you need it.
but i strongly suggest to go visit a docter.
it can help alot trust me.

[Bi-Girl01]

i'm scared of doctors and medicatoin n...i dont think my friend would believe me if i said i ahve it, my best friedn that is sh-she's si-sick of h-hearing my pro-promblems *crying*

[Bobby]

Well I hate to say this, but she's not a good friend. Friends are their to help you out.

So are doctors! They will help you, don't worry.

[Sapphire]

Bobby's right. They are there to help. And you have to get some help. You don't have to accept medication if you are really against it, it would help with the severity of your moods. The trick is to find the right meds for you/ But there are other ways of coping with it. If you go and get diagnosed then your doc will take you through the different options, they are there to help.

[Bi-Girl01]

thanks guys.

jsut for an update, i have scome open bout my problems a bit cos i went to thecouncellor wif my boyfiend (he is so good to me, perfect ^,^ btw) n he called my parents cos i told him bout my self harming. then he got in touch wif a guy form the big city to come.
he is coming in bout 4-6 weeks, bout 4?

he will help n i want my bf there wif me, but not my parents.

so yah, i am feeling sooooo mcuh beter wif my bf.

ty guys so so much ^,^!