Save a life

[Veto]

What's the point in saving life and life if you can't be happy and live is it worth trying the 5 Th. time to kill yourself why do you go on I'm confused I need a solution or inspiration to life I think I expired like bad milk now I'm rotting

[sarahtheweber]

I'm sorry if you've heard this b4- If you do die, it does create a "snowball effect" on people around you. They get sad etc. Even if thats not a good reason to live, its something to think about.

[Veto]

I'm sorry if you've heard this b4- If you do die, it does create a "snowball effect" on people around you. They get sad etc. Even if thats not a good reason to live, its something to think about.
Yes I've heard that and thought about it manny of a Time but he'll you would think I culd kill my self by the 5th time

[Veto]

It's funny people try not to die every day I want to die every day but it just will not happen

[sarahtheweber]

I've wanted to die so so many times to. About six months ago was my worst. I actually took the pills. I didn't OD and IDK why.You sound like I did, and still do and i just really wanna help

[Veto]

1.i took sleeping pills
2.ive tried to cut to death
3.ive tried to take pills and drugs at the same time
4.ive tried to kill myself by drowning myself
5. who knows what next?
its nice of you to help and im glad that im not the only one that had failed a bunch of times at my own death its depressing to fail at your suicide

[sarahtheweber]

I've done 3 outta those four. I just havent tried drowning. I also tried asphxsiation. just know im here for ya if you ever need to talk

[Veto]

Thx I hate living
Have you ever seen the movie wrist cutters it's a good movie about A shitty place all people go after thay commit suicide

[Veto]

What do you mean by asphxsication?

[sarahtheweber]

Plastic bags over my face. Very unpleasant. you pass out before you can die

[Upintheair]

Im really sorry to hear about this, for the both of you actually. But, dying will never solve anything. Life is so hard, messed up, ridiculous, and pointless at times. But, at the end of the day, you should know that you have a reason for living. Everything happens for a reason, and if you were supposed to be dead, you would be. Taking your life might be the only solution you can think of, but there are always more options no matter how dark that time could be. You need to find something that you think is worth living for! Mine is poetry/writing/ helping special needs kids. That is what I live for. Anytime I feel down, I write and remind myself that maybe someday I will make a difference in someones life and that 1 person is enough to keep me going. Find a hobby or your passion in life, and let it help you carry on. You have tried to kill yourself 5 times, so obviously it isnt meant to be. Something is making you stay here, so instead of continuing on that path, find a new one. I hope this helped and Im here if you need someone to talk to!

[Veto]

sure but ive tried so manny diff things

[sarahtheweber]

I have to. That's why I self harm so much. Its my only way that helps

[Veto]

same its all that can make me smile

[sarahtheweber]

That or sometimes music. though music can also be a trigger...